me

2011-12-18T11:52:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qcNDcHkUs0

"Therapy is a kid's worst nightmare, because everyone is telling them that they need help, when all they really need is hug."- Alex Gaskarth

Hey, it's been a long time since I last blogged. I miss blogging. I miss telling you what I feel. I'm gonna do it now. An anon messaged me on tumblr, and told me hurtful stuffs, like telling me to die, it'd be better if I never exist, I'm a fake fan of All Time Low, which I'm not, and putting me down by saying that I'm fat........ It hurts. It fucking hurts so fucking much. I can handle any critics, bt not when people make fun of my size. I don't even find that funny. I don't even know what to do. I feel like dying. This world sucks to the core. I don't know what I did to deserve such hurtful messages. I've never get one of those before in my whole entire life, and when I got it, there were lots. :'( That anon even wished I'll get hit by a bus. My self esteem is so fucking low right now, blog. Alright, I gtg now.

2011-05-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

HI! There will be no picture at the starting of this post as I'm using my eldest sister's laptop. Wait, first of all, I wish my youngest sister, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you. Doesn't mean that I always scold, I hate you. I'll never hurt any one of my family members. NEVER! You mean alot to me. Maybe I keep scolding you, correcting your mistakes, because I don't want you to grow up. I don't want you to face the pain like I'm facing one right now. You'll face lots of problems when you're older. I hope you can solve them. Alright, moving on, I have been bullied by 'some people' these days. Actually, I've been bullied since last year, but I have to say, this year is the worst. Last year, when people bullied me, I cried. This time, I've been doing stupid things. They called me fat, and always try to bring me down. Yes, dicks! I give up! I give up being strong. You won. I know I'm fat, I can't run as fast as you people, and I'm not as sexy as other girls. Alright, before I get all emotional, I wanna say that Jessie J is my second favourite singer. <3 Alright people. I gotta go. :)

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2011-04-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

HEY! OMG! I missed my blog. Well, it's been a long time, huh. I'm bored that's why I'm updating. Plus, I have lots of things to say. Just get ready, okay. Haha. What the fuck am I talking bout? Well... Today's Sunday. Talking bout Sunday, kinda reminds me of Friday-Rebecca Black.... I know what you all are thinking. "SHE SUCK!" I was thinking that too. HAHAHA! I'm such a bitch. I don't even know what you all are thinking. Anyway, I have bangs! YAY! Did it last month. I really liked it. :) Alright, I don't have lots of things to say today, but have a thing to say. About this guy. Whatever it is, I hope he will not find my blog because I never tell anybody my blog url. Except for the people I linked. I like a guy. We were in the same class last year. I didn't have feelings for him last year, but I don't know why this year, I'm falling head over heels for him. He is always there for me, always my listening ear. I tell him every problems I have, everything I've been keeping for so long. I just trust him so much. We've been texting each other for so long. He never fails to make me smile whenever we talk. Whenever I see him, I'll always have butterflies in my stomach. I've been giving him signals that I have feelings for him, but... Yeah.. He is a really great guy. He will not be mine, but I know that he'll be a great boyfriend to a lucky girl. To that lucky girl, I hope you will treasure him. Love him. Don't break his heart because he is a really sensitive guy. I know because I broke his heart once, and I regretted it. To you, maybe you will not be mine, but I just want you to know that I love you :') We shared what we feel together, but there are still some things I don't know about you. You may be the geek in our class, but there is a girl that have feelings for you. :) Right. Bye. :)

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2011-02-11T09:39:00.000-08:00

HEY! I've missed you so much dear blog. Lots of things have been happening while I was MIA on blogger. Created a Tumblr account. I hope you're not angry. Plus, I have not been updating that's because my laptops broke down. LKE FUCK! My classmates are not that immature like last year. They're better now. Well, kinda better. They mind their own business. Everybody just chill. I'm sitting With Yasin. He's great. Funny. Biatch is sitting infront of me. Sadly, she's sitting with an annoying boy, Zhen Ping. SUCH AN ANNOYING BOY! Hands down. Seriously, he keeps calling fat pig. Come on lah, it's like you so thin like that. If you have the balls to say that to me, let's see if you have the freaking balls to say infront of our teacher. Yeah! Moving on, I wanna new phone. Like, seriously, I've dropped my phone lots of times. I feel so sad. I hope you're not getting sick. I'm planning on getting a Nokia N97. It looks cool. GOD, I can't wait to own that goddamn phone. :) Practically, I am obsessed with All Time Low. I mean, who doesn't?! They're lookin' dang fne now! Well, they're new album, Dirty Work is coming out.. REAL SOON! Fuck, I can't wait! Nothng Personal is awesome.. I bet Dirty Work will be like 10x awesomer than Nothing Personal. I kinda miss being a Tokio Hotel freak. I used to watch their interviews EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY, and now, even when I have a phone that could access internet, I never watch their videos. I feel so sad. :'( Whatever, I still LOVE them. They are doing great now! Anyway, have you guys heard Born This Way-Lady Gaga?! It's awesome shit! She is so amazing! I can't believe people don't like her anymore now that they know she's illuminati. Well, I don't give a fuck! I still love her no matter what. I have a friend, Malcolm, he really LOVES Lady Gaga, just lke I do. He is like my long lost twin brother. 2011, fuckng great things will happen this year. Dirty Work, Lady Gaga's new album, Demi Lovato new album(maybe a solo tour yeepee!), and more. I'm so happy that Demi's not in the treatment centre anymore. She has been going through a very hard time. She s a great role model, and to her haters, FUCK OFF! This year is going to be her goddamn year, I swear! I know people will HATE me for saying this, but I think Bieber is stealing Lady Gaga's spotlight. I'm just sayin'. During AMA's, Eminem should win the Artist Of The Year, but Bieber won. Like WTF! Eminem is way older, and more experienced than that boy. He's got a magic spell on him. Maybe he went to Hogwarts or something. I don't know. Haha. Man! I still have lots of things to say. I'm watching Juno right now since I'm so bored. Well, I have to pause Juno because I wanna blog. Listening to Here Goes Nothing-Never Shout Never, and tumblr-ing while blogging. I don't wanna end this post like this. I still have lots of things to say, goddamnit! My butt is fuckiing numb because I've been sitting for like 2-3 hours? SHIT, my phone is in the living room! I am so lazy to take it. How I wish I have freaking long hands so that if I am comfortably lying on my bed, and I forgot to turn on the lights, I could just stretched one of my hands. :) I know, wow! Okay, I wanna watch Juno. Night!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-10-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

HEY, PEOPLE!!!!!!! Yay, I'm freakin' back! I'm so happy right now! Okay, I've gotta stop with the exclamation marks. So, lots of things happened when I didn't update this dead blog. ALOT! I can't even remember some things that happened. Well, I get promoted to Secondary 2! Yes! But sad to say that I didn't do that well for EYE, but who cares? I get promoted. Anyway... Did you see that guy ^?

That's Paul DiGiovanni. He's a hot guitarist!!! And I'm in love with him. :) You people probably know him. He's the lead guitarist of Boys Like Girls. YEAH!! So, tomorrow, I'll be going for Mendaki Camp. I can't wait!!! I think it'll be fun. There will be two camps that I have to attend altogether. Mendaki Camp, and NPCC AC Camp. By the way, I think this year is a very dramatic year for me. I don't like it, but I have to go through. I hope 2011 will not be so dramatic coz if it is, I don't think I'll be able to handle it. I miss my friend. I don't like us not talking anymore. I just hate the tension between us. Yes, I do feel guilty. Moving on, few weeks ago, I went out with my two babes, Shahira, and Adyrah. Had so much fun! Like lots of fun!!! Laughed alot, and of course, there were gossips too. Right now, I can't wait for another outing. Maybe, we will be going swimming. So... If you guys are notice my label, it's for these two guys that I have a crush on. I know, I'm being a bitch for liking two guys at the same time, but they are just good guys. They don't treat girls like crap. They are just good. Okay, I don't wanna talk more bout these guys or else I'll miss them more coz it's school holiday already, and I can't meet them for two months. So, yeah. Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-08-11T23:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Party People! I'm freakin' back. My blog is so DEAD! I'm updating my blog now. DUH! Haha, so what's going on? I hope everything's fine. :) I'm feelin' fine, because it's fasting month! Yay! I hope all the Muslims out there are fasting, because if you're not, your Hari Raya is gonna be crappy. I'm serious. Okay, whatevs. Actually, I don't know what to blog. Ummmmm, I'm addicted to these webbies.

http://fuckyeahpauldigiovanni.tumblr.com/

http://fuckyeahblg.tumblr.com/

Hahaha! I don't know what to talk about! It's like solving a Math question. I MISS MY TWO BESTFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! LIKE HELL!!!!! I WANNA MEET THEM SO BAD!!!!! I just can't wait till Teachers' Day. Okay, watevs, I'm signing out. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-07-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!! Me miss?! Haha, I was joking. Lots of things happened, and I didn't have any time to update this crappy blog. During June holiday, I did lots of things. Things didn't turn out the way I expected. Well, I can't expect that much. I didn't know how start. How bout, we skip the June holiday part, and talk about what happened these few days? Okay? Alright, the first day of school(school reopen) wasn't that fun. Everybody still have their holiday mood, and were sleepy. Last Friday, I had NPCC training. Actually, there was no training because it was raining heavily, and we get our NPCC UNI! AWESOME! Can't wait to wear it! Ummmmm, I've watched Eclipse!! Edward was hot! I closed my eyes when Jacob and Bella kissed. I'm not a fan of Jacob and Bella. I'm an Edward and Bella fan! Didn't went to school this week. I was damn sick. I don't wanna talk bout my sickness. All I know is that I miss my friends. HEY, I'm fine now! All Time Low and Boys Like Girls are my current obsession right now. All Time Low is really talented, and Alex Gaskarth, Ima give you 5 stars for your live singing. He's really awesome when he sings live. JACK BARAKAT(ATL), he's an awesome, and a cute guitarist. He looks like Paul DiGiovanni(BLG). He's an awesome, and a cute guitarist too. I don't like Martin Johnson(BLG) that much because he sucks at singing live. Zack Merrick(ATL) and Bryan Donahue(BLG) are hot! Zack has pretty darn nice body, and he can play the bass without using a pick. HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! Me likey. Rian Dawson(ATL) is a great drummer! John Keefe(BLG) is not cute, hot or handsome, but a great drummer too! Whatever it is, Tokio Hotel is still the first in my band list. I love them to bits. Hell yeah! Movin' on, I'm starting to like him more, and more. I know it's wrong for me to like him, but I just can't help myself to like him. My head tells me to forget him, but my heart tells me to like him. I'm really confuse. It's really stupid to go googoogaga over a guy that doesn't know that you like him, but I feel like I know him already. I feel like he's my bestfriend. A very close friend. He brings me up whenever I'm down. He tells me sweet words to make me happy. He never fail to make me laugh or smile. When will that day come back? I miss those days. I miss you. I miss everything. I don't just like you, but I think I love you. You make me nervous when you're around. Butterflies in my stomach when I think bout you. I really hate you for making me feel like this. I don't believe in love at first sight, but I like you when I saw you for the first time. I love it when you looked hotter than your hair. You're not only hot, handsome, and cute, but you're kind-hearted, and have a good heart. No, a very good heart, and I like you for that. Well, the more I think about you, the more I like you. Ummmm. I think I have to go. Buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-05-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

Hey Suppos! Ummmm. Alot of things happened. Btw, I've watched The Last Song! It was fuckin' awesome! And sad. I cried. Nayli cried even more like tap water. Had my MYE. Some papers were hard and some papers were kinda easy. I'm not saying easy, but kinda easy. Hope yall get it. I know that I will fail my Maths, Science, Literature and Geography. Holy Crap!

On Friday, the NA and NT kiddos no need to go to school. YEEPEE! Nayli and I went to VivoCity. Watched The Last Song and hangout at the rooftop. We were retards! We sang, took lots of pictures and played truth or dare. Went home around 5+. I was in the bus, and my mum called me to go to Harbourfront. WATTHE! So, I had to take 61 at the opp bus stop. While waiting for 61, a fucking hot ang moh sat beside me. I kept looking at him. He is so cute and hot! 14/5/10

Yesterday, stayed at home. Played soccer then went home, and slept. No point waiting for Jersey Shore. Stupid MTV! 15/5/10

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-05-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

JERSEY SHORE IS SO ADDICTIVE!

2010-05-08T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey Ladies and Gents! Ummm. Sup? Nothin' much, huh? HAHA! I know, lame! Alright. Seriously. I gotta stop! EXAMS ARE KILLING ME! Like, study. I'm turnin' into study-buddy. Don't be surprise, friends. Heeh :) I have to say that the month, May, is gonna be freakin' slow. Like sloooooooowwwww. Oh GOD!

Last Thursday, I had my English Paper 1 and 2. I have to say, it's quite hard. I hate the summary part. I had to cracked my brain to think 'bout the summary. I copied from the text to write the summary. Went home 'round 11+. 29/4/20

On Friday, I had my Mother Tongue Paper 1 and 2. I hate paper 1, but love paper 2. I did quite well for both papers. I did damn well for my Composition.I get 32/40.WOOOOHOOO!My MT teacher loves my compo. It's a sad story.Kinda lika drama. I'm not a drama queen in real life, but when I write stories, I can be dramatic. I nearly cried when I wrote my compo. I'm not gonna tell my story. Went home 'round 11+.30/4/10

OH MANN! I enjoyed the starting of May! My parents went to Malaysia to celebrate Mother's Day. Actually, there were other parents went to Malaysia too. Biatch's parents went to Malaysia too. I stayed at her house for more than 6 hours. Can you believe it? I loved it! 1/5/10

My youngest sister's birthday. She planned to give her classmates goodie bags. PSHHHH! Small kids! The lollipops were AWESOME! I have to say I love the lollipops! Bought her a cake. The cake was quite delicious. I can't upload those photos that we took. I don't have it. Namie and Biatch came to my house. I was really HYPER! You can't imagine how hyper I was. 2/5/10

I didn't do anything. Like I didn't went out. 3/5/10

Hmmmmmm. School. I can't remember what happened, but as usual. Did the same thing. 4/5/10

I didn't went to school on Wednesday and Thursday so, I didn't know what happened at school. Friday, Geography exam. DAMN DIFFICULT! I left LOTS of blanks. This is what I get for not study hard! I deserve it! After doing my Geography, went home straight. On my way home, 188 passed by Nan Hua Pri Sch, I saw two Pri Sch gays playing catching. Like they were touching each other. There were two boys. The boy infront was touching his friend's ass. DAYUMM! I was laughing kinda hard. Luckily, nobody saw it. Only Biatch. 7/5/10

Saturday, now. I'm blogging, as usual. I've been very busy these days. I love secondary school life at the same time, hate it. I don't knwo if it's true or it's just a rumor, but a guy from my class likes me. FYI, I don't like him. I hate him! Like there was one time he called me fat. WHAT?! You expect me to like that kinda guy?! Never gonna happen, mann! Ummmm. I think I'm falling head over heels for him. Not my classmate, but other guy that I've been talking 'bout. I just can't resist him. Okay, whatever. I just got cyber-bullied by Siu Phang. I don't care if you're trying to embarrass me because I know that I'm not embarrass. You know what? You're embarrassing yourself. Just get out! So, I wanna sign out now. 8/5/10

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-05-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO!I'm at Biatch's house right now.Our parents are away for the whole day.YES!Freedom for us!WOOOHOOO!Like,at last sey!The picture ^ was taken just now.We had lots of fun taking photos!Kinda like some kind of photoshoot.I'll post some others later.Btw,I still can't get over Tokio Hotel went to Singapore and IikynDaffy is enjoying herself at Tokio Hotel's show right now at Malaysia.NOT FAIR SEY!But whatever.Maybe they'll be going on a tour around Asia.YAY!So,I gtg.Buh-bye!WAIT!

I told ya!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-04-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hey!That ^ was taken on last Thursday.My class went to Science Centre to made Ice-creams.It was nice.We kinda had like family bonding when we were making our ice-creams.It was really fun.I didn't look forward to eat the ice-cream.I just wanna cherish the moments with my classmates.PLUS,they're my new classmates.So,yeah.We took LOTS of photos.Believe me.Nothing bad happened on last Thursday so,it was pretty much a great day.We had fun!(22/4/10)

Friday,had NPCC training.Ummmmm.It was not pretty intense,but it was DAMN intense.SERIOUSLY!Like,DUDE!You were torturing us!What the hell were you thinking?!We had feelings too!We know you were trying to 'discipline' us,but not in that way.PLEASE!How 'bout you do it with us?!Some of us are GIRLS for god damn sake!GIRLS,you get it?!You can't treat us like how you wanna treat the boys!They're stronger than us!PSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH!Just so you know,we,girls are still angry at you!(23/4/10)

On Saturday,nothing much happened.I was planning to go to Bugis with Biatch and Nana.Just wanna take 'some fresh air'.HAHAHAHAHA!NO!Pretty much I didn't do anything on Saturday.(24/4/10)

OOOOOOOOOH,SUNDAY!HAHAHAAH!I went to Bugis with Nana and Biatch.We ate at McDonalds and straight away went to Diva.I was planning to buy a bracelete for myself.A really COOl bracelete.BUT!I didn't buy it so,yeah.I have to save money.It was fun,though.I had fun and had great laughs.(25/4/10)

Monday.EEERGH!-.-It's bloody Monday instead of bloody Sunday.Yeah.I hope y'all what I'm trying to say.I really HATE Mondays!Had D&T.Can you believe it?!I could finished a making a chair in an hour!DAMN!I did anyhow.Like blah blah blah.I was really sick ytd,and went to the sickbay from 12+ till school ended.(26/4/10)

Today,I didn't go to school.Guess what?I'm still sick!Mann,I really hate stomach cramps!Who loves it?!Nobody does!Sometimes,I wish that I'm a guy.Like,no PMS,can get girls easily and more.So much of advantages.Sometimes,I feel like it is sucks being a girl.Girls,when we have problems,we NEED to have a girl talk.If guys,they will vent ther anger on anybody.Do y'all get what I'm trying to say?Girls,fall in love so easily.Why do all handsome guys already have girlfriends?!Can't you guys just be single?!One word for you guys,WORTHLESS!You guys are not worth waiting for,so I'll try to forget you.If I can't,then I guess...I don't know what to do.So,I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-04-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

OMG!He's so cute right?!i know!He's from Big Time Rush btw.OH,and he's James Maslow.What a cutie!Athirah likey!HAHAHAHAHA!Lame.So,you wanna know something?I guess,yeah?Things are gettin worse and worse!Problems here and there,and examinations are 'round the corner!SIAN AH!Suddenly,I feel like I'm losing my love ones.I really do feel like that.Why?!Why must this happen to me?!Why it doesn't happen to anyone else?!Why me?!*sigh*I could really break down right now.Seriously.This is so stressful!Freakin' stressful!I'm a total loser!I can't stand up for myself,let others bully me and let others take advantage of me.Yeah.I can't go on anymore.Bye.

PEACE.LOVE.NURURLA

2010-04-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

Ummmmm.Do you guys know who is this guy?!If you don't know,I'll tell you guys,OK.He's Aaron Johnson!He's adorable right!What a cute stuff!I'm adicted to angus,thongs and perfect snogging both book and movie.The movie is really great!Yall should watch it!I'm listening to the soundtracks of the movie.I'm addicted to Ultraviolet.Really nice!Btw,I really really really miss that guy.I even dreamt of him that day.I'll tell you what happened, but nt the full story.OK, here it goes, we like each other.He 'scold' me everytime.He did that because he didn't want me to know that he likes me.As for me, I played hard to get.I'm sure you guys know what I mean.Few days later, we confessed to each other that we like each other.Ummmm.How I wish that this is real life.Really,mann!You're gving me hopes!*sigh*Why does this always happens to me?I'm such a loser!I wanna tell him so badly that I have feelings for him.*sigh*Ummm.So, I gtg.

Last but not least,

Ever fallen in,

In love with someone

You shouldn't have

Fallen in love with

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-04-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

Sup World!I'm bored.Why?I don't know either.Haha.Sorry.I like to ask and answer myself.I don't know and I don't care.Umm.Ytd,I didn't go NPCC training.You guys no need to why.I miss Adyrah and Shahira.My beautiful babes in tha world.Eventhough we fight like so many times,we still LOVE each other.I still remember when the double Ns were hanging out,we fought so many times.They ruined our friendship.Thank god,we're good now. :)I love you guys.Hope our friendship will last long like I expected.Moving on,I miss him.Again.I don't know why,but I just can't forget him.His face is stuck in my head.Damn handsome,hot,charming and cute face of yours!I really miss him.Seriously.It's really stupid of me to picture us being together coz I know that it's not gonna happen.There's no way in heaven that,that's gonna happen.NO WAY,ATHIRAH!Fat hope,okay!:( This is really killing me!You stole my heart and went away with it.Can I have yours?Please.You already have mine.Now it's my turn to have yours.I hope I can have yours someday.Right now,my stomache is aching.I freaking HATE it!DAMN IT!Namie sleptover at my house.Really fun!We slept ard 4am.I know.It's crazaay!We took random pictures.Really fun!Ok.I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-04-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hey peepoz!Sup!I'm doing fine like I always do.Alot of things have been going on these days.With school,social life and more.Just now,accompanied Biatch to IMM to buy a pole.I don't know how to spell it.We went to Daiso.Took kinda lots of photos.Btw,we took a video.Will post it later.The photos,I will post it too.Don't worry.Btw,should I forget 'bout him or not?I really feel like giving up.I can't wait for him forever can I?No,I can't!Talking 'bout him already makes me wanna cry.He's really sweet,gentleman,good wih words,knows how to make someone feel so special and more.He's a guy that every girl wants.I want him to know that I like him,but at the same time,I don't want him to know.It's really confusing!You're just iresistable!Even when you're around me,I'm already nervous.Dead nervous.Do you know that it's hard to forget a guy like you?!I wish you would do something that I really hate and I'll hate you,but I don't want to!UGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!God,please help me!I'm sick.Love sick.I'm being serious.I think I gtg now.

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-04-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey!Sup?Naaaaaaaah.Ok.Btw,that's Zanessa,everybody!I love them!They're just so cute?!They've been together for more than 3 years.Are you kidding me?!They're the first cute couple.Second,Jemi.Will post the photo later.I promise.So,Izzul and I have been texing with each other ALOT these days.So,we decided to stop it for a while as he already has a girlfriend. :) See!Ima great friend,right.He said I was thoughtful.Well,I don't wanna ruin your relationship with your girlfriend,that's all.It's great that you're happy with her.Make sure you guys last long. :) Moving on,secondary school life?Suck big time?Well,some part of it.Some of the guys are hot and some are not.Ok,no.I don't know how to explain.Siu Phang have been acting a wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle bit good to me.I'm not that convince.Sorry,Siu Phang.Try harder.Btw,I still can't believe I like a gay from NTSS!He's cute,handsome and hot,bt unfortunately,he's damn fucking gay.*sigh* Guys these days.Just like Adam Lambert,bt Adam's nt only hot,cute and handsome.He's hot,spicy and have a hot voice!OOOOOOOOOOLALA!Can I have a hug from him?Pretty please with cherry on top.Ok.I gtg.Buh-bye!WAIT!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-03-23T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!So what's up?I guess nothing much,huh?I've been watching Sterling Knight's videos,and I liked it.I just realized that he looks like Zac Efron.Well,watevs coz they're both HOT,but I prefer Sterling Knight.I watched one of his interviews and it was damn funny.The interviewer asked him what's his age and he said"I'm 20..And I'm legal :D" OMG!I can't believe he said that!He's really cute! :) Moving on,I've been texting a friend.She's sooooo full of herself!Whenever she talks about herself,I will be like"Holy shit!Here she goes again."I'm sick of this shit!Ok.I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURURLA

2010-03-21T09:16:00.000-07:00

HELLO!First of all,the guy up there is Sterling Knight.I know,CUTE!He is soooooooooooo damn cute!I start to love Sterling Knight from Startstruck.Btw,Sterling Knight didn't really sing this but he did sang some songs.You guys should watch the movie.Btw,I still LOVE Tokio Hotel.Bill is getting cuter with his HOT hair!Tom is getting hotter with his new style!Gustav and Georg,ok ok but I still love them!So,I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-03-11T00:32:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!Awwwwwww!I do miss my blog.TSK!ALOT of things happened these days and I don't wanna write it here.Whatever lah.
Don't praise her too much.That's the phrase that has always been in my mind.Really,mann!It piss me off when she starts to get all over herself!Got that?!Get all over herself.I HATE it when people starts to brag bout themselves when they're around me.I fuckin hate it!You may be a bitch,but I'm a better bitch than you!Seems like you wanna test me.I'm always on for this kinda thing.I accept this like some kind of game.WAIT!You told me you don't like Izzul.If you don't like Izzul,you can't like his cousin. :) I'm smiling right now.MANN!This is just the starting of the game.You called me a flirt and slut.I took 'gatal' as slut.Do you know how much it hurts me?It feels like you stole my crush and flirt with him in front of me.Speaking of crush.You FUCKING know that I like that 6 packs boy and yet you can do that in front of me.YOU SEEKED ATTENTION FROM HIM BY TALKING WITH NASHA!Oh yeah,I went there.That time,you said that he's not hot,handsome like what I said.Eh,GO TO HELL LAH!Suddenly,I feel so..Used.You know that?Just now,you totally ditched me when we reached at the busstop.I was totally pissed off!You know what?Fine.You wanna act like a total SLUT,BITCH,WHORE,ASSWHOLE and all that stuff,you can,but remember one thing.Don't ever look for me when you have you fucking problem coz you're not FUCKING worth it!Oh,forget bout it.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-03-02T02:55:00.000-08:00

SUPPOS!Today,Mdm Ross and Miss Olivia didn't come!YES!There are ALOT of free periods!Jie Wei took photos in class.And the relief teacher just sat there doing nothing.SWEET!Lova ya,Miss Nur!HAHAH!The third teacher that relief our class is really ckp.Like touching every boys.Luckily,he didn't touched me just now.Mann,do I miss my blog!So.It's only 3 months and my new classmates has shown their true colours.It's really fugly!Issit fun bullying,humilliating and critisizing people?You people really have no respect for others!We have feelings too,guys!I hate you!You know who you are.I damn bloody fucking HATE you!Don't think that I always ignore you it means that you can bloody take advantage of me!Just shut the fuck up,Bicth!You may be a bitch,but I'm a better bitch!I DON'T forgive and forget that easily.Note that,bitch!I don't know that boys also bitch 'bout girls.Gee,I wonder why.All the things that has been coming out from his mouth are negative-shit comments.Hey!I don't need your whatevs comments lah!Just keep it to yourself!Like seriously!Like,theres no need for you to point out every single fucking mistake that I did.Three words for you,GO TO HELL!K lah guys.I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

Name:Nurul Athirah

Nickname(s):Athirah,Thibex,NurulA

Hobbies:Singing,dancing,listen to others problems,make people laugh,being random,being crazy,camwhoring

Status:Single :) But not available

~Favourite~

Songs:pop,hip-hop,pop punk rock,rock,alternative rock,

Artists/bands:TOKIO HOTEL,Green Day,Fall Out Boy,All American Rejects,Kelly Clarkson,Pixie Lott,Lady Gaga,Beyonce,Pink,Katy Perry,Nelly Furtado,Demi Lovato,Selena Gomez,Taylor Swift,Alicia Keys,Christina Aguilera,Adam Lambert,Danny Gokey,Kris Allen(that's all i can think)

Colours:(GOTH/EMO COLOURS)Red,black,purple,maroon.(OCEAN COLOURS)Orange,yellow,green,blue,white

Friends:They have to be trustworthy,supports me,go through everything with me through thick and thin.

Guys:Romantic,sensitive,is not a control freak,

My Motto:I'm the happiest girl!

About me:Umm..SUPPOS!I'm Athirah.I'm not a freak so,don't be afraid. :) I love making people laugh coz that's my job.Yeah.You have to be good to animals in order to be good to me.I'm an animal lover btw.You can call me names,say vulgarities words to me.You can.As long as you don't reach my patience limits.I can get along so easily.THIS IS NOT BRAGGING BTW!I hate when people brag bout themselves.Note this!NOBODY IS PERFECT!If you think you're so good then I guess you can be the god.Oryte.I think I'm talking cock right now.BYE!

2010-02-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

Hey peepz.Yeah.I know.I'm not hyper now.Not in the damn great mood right now.*Sigh*I've been crying ALOT these days.I don't know why.I don't like it either.Ummm.I don't wanna talk 'bout this.Let's drop this topic k.Moving on,NTSS celebrated Total Defence Day today.I had LOTSA fun!I kept saying to my friends this"HEY!I'm hyper today.Why?It's because I ate ALOT of sweets yesterday!"Actually,I didn't ate sweets ytd.I just made that up.I was hyped up just now but then I don't know why when I'm at home I feel like I don't have any.Freedom?Yeah.So,will be accompanying Biatch to Vivo City tomorrow to buy her Nike Slide.Guess what?!She wanna buy it at the Nike Store itself.MY GOD!Alright.But nemmind.I don't even know how much that damn Nike Slide costs.Okay.I think I've said enough and I've said what I wanna say. :) K lah.Gtg.Buh-bye!

Logan Lerman(HOTSTUFF!!!!!!!!!!!)

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-14T03:15:00.000-08:00

Howdy earthlings?Ummmm.That sounds like minah-rep.How 'bout Howdy Peepz?That sounds GREAT!I knwo what's on you guys mind.Naah.I don't know.I LOVE Alice In Wonderland's OST.NICE!I'm addicted to Strange-Tokio Hotel Ft.Kerli.Of course!There's Tokio Hotel!It's like DUHH!Hahah.OK.I gotta stop it.Ytd was a tiring but AWESOME day for me.Abang Ayat got engaged ytd.He was moody around 9+ and friendly after that.He disturbed me by kept asking me why i'm fat.-.-From that moment,I can't stop laughing.It was like I laughed non-stop.It's like you don't know me.But seriously,I really loved ytd.Ok.I think I've said enough.Buh-bye!

Spot me!
PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

HOWDY PEOPLE!I'm really happy today!No homeworks.Should I celebrate?Naah.I'd rather not. :) Just now went DZPS.Boy,do I miss my babes and hunks or what!I felt like wanna cry when I met them just now.I missed them damn fucking much!Unfortunately,I stayed for a while at DZPS for a while coz I wanted to accompany Biatch to KPS.Guess what?!?!The moment Biatch and I stepped into KPS,Naguib went straight to Biatch and gave her a flower for Valentine's Day.I think.I was like AWWWWWWWWW!I kept doing that.If I were Biatch,I will cry.Happy tears.I was touched. :) Biatch is so lucky.Moving on,I'm listening to The Voice Within-Christina Aguilera.Sucha nice song!My cousin will be other people's fiance soon.WOW!He's like the first one to get engage.Congrats!Can I still sing for him Jingle Bell Rocks?HAHA!I remember I always sang for him this song to annoy him.And it worked!See!I'm very annoying.Well,I can be damn annoying and damn friendly sometimes.I don't knw why but I feel lika Jackass and a Badass right now.Heeh!I've been watching Annoying Orange these days.SO ANNOYING!Like really annoying!My younger someone is being a bictch right now!And I HATE bitch!Like damn fucking annoying!Wait!Did I missed something?Yeah.I get annoyed and pissed off easily.So,I'm damn fucking angry right now!OMG!I just have to control my anger.I wish theres someone holding me back.I feel like wanna punching,kicking,slapping,spitting,stepping and sitting on her face.DAMN FUCKING RUDE!I don't know where she get that stupid attitude.So,I don't have any mood.BYE!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!How y'all doin'?I'm perfectly fine.Just now went to West Coast Park with Sri and Nana.My dad wanted to pass something.So,I'm addicted to 21 Guns featuring American Idiot.MAN!They're badass!Damn badass!The made it a ncie version fo 21 Guns.I LOVE IT!But Tokio Hotel is still the first!Heeh!I'm listening to 21 Guns.I just can't stop listening to it.But the original version is still the first on my list.YAY!I added the cute/hot/beatbox guy on FB!So cute!Athirah likey.Hahahahahah!Okay.So,now,I'm bored.I think I wanna watch Mr and Mrs Smith right now.So,I need to sign out and say buh-bye to y'all.So,buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

Hello.I'm really pissed off,moody and angry since this morning.I don't know why.I laughed jut a lil bit.When I wanna go recess,I have to put my bag in class first then when I stepped in the class and saw that my table was not in place and my books looked like some of it were going to fall.You don't know how pissed off I was.I started to nag and put my table properly.After recess,went back to class with my what the hell face,I think if you guys saw my face just now,you will feel like wanna punch me.So,I went back to class with that face and suddenly Anis pushed my table a lil bit and I asked him,"What's your problem?"I asked him with an attitude voice.Then he said that he doesn't have any space so I moved a lil bit.Suddenly,Jordan pushed his chair and my table moved and hit my stomach.Damn pain but I didn't shout the Ouch part lah.Then I looked him with the WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR then he said,"I dont have any space right!fuck!"Then I said to myself,"WOAH!"I shouted a lil bit to him,"EH!If you want me to move,you can ask me nicely right,SHIT AH!"I kicked my chair and moved a lil bit.Joel and Siu Phang scolded Jordan for not being a gentleman.I SO agree with them!I'm sure theres a nice way to ask me nicely right?*Sigh*After that,I did my work quietly.During Science test,I slept for a while and left the test.Few minutes later,I woke up and completed the test.After completing the test,I slept again.Heeh!I'm really sleepy today.I don't know why.When Mr Prathap told us to pass the paper to the front,Jordan tap on my table loudly as I was sleeping.I woke up and gave him my paper quickly.My eyes was like half-open.Btw,I felt sorry for Jordan.Woah!A lot of things happened today!I felt great becuase for the first time,I stood up for myself!Congrats,Athirah.I'm really happy and proud of myself.In a positive way,of course.Do you know how it feels when you stood up for youself?It feels great.It's like you just saved a life and LOTSA people stand around you and congratulate you.So,I just changed my twitter background.NICE!I LOVEE it!K lah.I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

Sup peepz!I'm bored.Yes,I do.So,maybe tomorrow I will not be going NPCC.For personal reasons.Biatch came just now.Befor that,I followed Biatch to buy her specacles hooks.YAY!gnabA mahsI will come later!Today was kinda fun.I can't believe I'm actually this but Maths was FUN!Heeh!I know.It's unbelievable for me to say that as all these years I've been hating Maths.Pretty much for the rest of my life.Really!I can foresee that I will not stop hating Maths for the rest of my life.Now,that's me!You can't force someone to LOVE something that they've been HATING it all these years.It just doesn't make any sense.It's not worth it.Yeah.I'm listening to SOS-Jonas Brothers.Hahah!I just love that song.That song is so addictive.I kept repeating it.I miss Joe's hair.Straight,hot and short.So smart!But I also love his hair now.NICE!Cute too!So short.Hahah!Siu Phang sai that I'm his backing singer because just now he sang Down and I continued.Yeah.Then he said"Eh!You see!I have backing singer ah!"Hahaah!Silly boy!Well,he's quite nice actually.I pity him because he doesn't have a mother anymore.I can tell you,he's the horniest,dirtiest,talkative boy in 1/6,my class.DAMN!He always talks about you knwo what thing to the last row.I'm sitting at the last row so I can hear him.The second horniest,dirtiest and talkative boy in 1/6 is Anis,the guy who's sitting beside me.He just can't stop making me laugh,talk to me and being dirty.We HATE each other.You know,many people said that if a girl and a boy always fight,they will get married in the end right?I prefer not to hate him.So,we're cool.We don't hate each other anymore.We like each other.It's not like like.It's like you know friends.Yeah.No matter what,he's still my buddy.Btw,Kenji drew a watch on his left hand.I said"Nice watch,Kenji!"HAHA!He's cute!When Mr Mak passed by his table,Mr Mak said"Nice watch!"HAHAH!Kenji,you're sucha weird guy!Always weird.I wanna put more Tokio Hotel photos in my handphone.Athirah likey!Okay!I think I've said enough.I gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-03T02:52:00.000-08:00

Sup Homies!How y'all doin'?I'm doin' GREAT!Just now,Biatch and Crankpy was late.The second time,ya know.So yeah.Hope tomorrow will not be late for school again.Keeping my fingers cross.Yeah.So just now at school,I laughed alot.Maybe?I don't fucking know,but all I know is tht i laughed damn hard when Miss Goh showed Siu Phang's photo.CUTE!Oh My God!All of us laughed.He even gave Miss Goh the permission to let her show his ez-link card photo.Pentan!Okay.So,I feel like wanna make a group that says 'SAY NO TO ANIMAL ABUSE'.It just pisses me off!Those heartless creatures just didn't have any heart.How could they torture those cute,innocent animals?!OMG!It just makes me cry every single I think 'bout it.You guys have to watch a video my teacher showed me.It's about people killed animals for furs.
http://www.peta.org/
You guys HAVE to go to this website.It has ALOT of stuffs.Btw,I think I wanna stop eating at KFC because of the chickens.The people have to killed those chickens in a rough way.Like damn rough.You guys have to watch this video too.This is the reason why I wanna stop eating at KFC.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVxv7PPGZqg
So sad.Okay.I think I've said enough.Gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-02-01T04:19:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!So,today,during Science period,theres no teacher so we took it as a free period.Fun huh?You betcha.During Science period,Anis,Jeremy,Biatch and I talked bout dirty stuffs like you know.You know lah.I laughed damn hard,man!You will not imagine.Btw,after school,went to Biatch's crib and guess what?!We camwhored!Yes,we did!Wanna see the photos?

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-31T01:26:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!I'm damn angry at someone who I wish never exist.Who the hell does she thinks she is?!EVERYTIME she tries to get me into trouble.WHAT THE FUCK!Alryte,I really really wish she never damn exist.Sucha pain in the ass and UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!Moving on,I'm addicted to Your Guardian Angel-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus back.Awwwwwwwwwwwwww!So dang beautiful!This song really makes me cry.Oryte.I really have no mood.Really,man!UGGGGGHHH!K lah.Gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-29T18:01:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!I just woke up.Actually,few hours ago.Hah!Just read Biatch's blog.Actually,I wanna blog ytd but I was dang sleepy so yeah.It was unfair of Mdm Ross to tell Biatch to tug her shirt properly as she already did and ML and R didn't even tug in their shirts.WHUT?!As for me,I already tug in and Mdm Ross didn't asked me to tug in properly.So,I'm planning to create a private blog.I invite the people who I wanna invite.I'm sorry if some of you wanna read but it's kinda personal that certain people can reaid it.Like some CLOSE people.Guess what?!Ytd,I didn't saw the cute Chinese guy!What the hell!Ytd,theres NPCC.IT WAS AWESOME!I love it!Ms Goh told us that next two weeks,there will be an interview and we have to attend the training next two weeks.Of course I will be attending!Btw,ytd,theres too much of running.I ran.*Laugh*Really,man!I ran.I don't know why but I just love running.HAHAH!K lah.Gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!So.How was today?Fun,I guess?*Sigh*I just hate Anis's attitude.Sure he can say anything bout me but PLEASE!Don't talk bout my size or ask me bout my weight.Coz that's already personal.And I'm really sensitive bout that question.I may be look happy on the outside but inside,you guys just don't know what's happening.Happy on the outside and crying on the inside.Actually,it pisses me off a lil bit.But who cares!Only some heartless people don't!Movin on,I watched a vid bout this fucking lady who doesn't have a heart,killed an innocent kitten.I didn't watch it.It's really cruel.I can't bear to hear the kitten in pain.Just makes me cry.Yes,I cried.ALOT!And my younger sister did cried too.Really sad and UGGGGHHH!Can't talk bout it.You should see that fucking lady stepped on the kitten's eyeballs.DAMN!That woman should not be alive!Oryte.I should really stop it.Btw,chatting with Asyahari right now.He's a nice man once you get to know him.Btw,it's really hard to hear me praising guys.Damn hard.Btw,I know the NCC guy name alrdy!You don't know how happy I was when I found out his name!Well,actually,I have to thank Biatch coz she was the one who saw his name.Great!Now Anis know that I had a "crush" on that NCC guy.Please don't tell him,Anis!I know lah you're in NCC with that guy but please don't tell k.K lah.Gtg.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-27T01:53:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!How y'all doin?I'm fine thank you.Hahahah!kk.Ummmm..So,Anis and I are together.NOT!!!!It's just we sit together in class.*Sigh*Know what?!Mr Goh "rearranged" our seating arrangements.When Mr Goh said that he have to seat beside me,I was like WHUT?!Cher why him?!Then,he seat beside me.He also don't wanna seat beside me but for some reasons.You guys don't need to know.It's class joke.Then,when he's beside me,he started to make damn irritating noises.I was ignoring those damn fucking noises but then,I could not take it anymore and just laughed it off.Mr Goh saw and asked me what is so funny?I said,Cher!Anis kept doing farting noises sia!*laughing*Then bla3!K.Got nothing to say.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-26T06:13:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!!!!!!How y'all doing?Hope all of you are fine.Today was fun!I had fun.But I didn't play P.E.Wanna know why?My stomach made some problem.It was fun watchign them running and had fun during P.E.I was sitting on the grass and could just smile.I can't do anything else.I kinda miss Mr R.I don't know why but I'm starting to like him back since the day we chatted.*Sigh*Watching The Suite Life On Deck.I'm bored.As usual.And I'm bloging while listening to Phantomrider by Tokio Hotel.I'm suddenly addicted to that song and I don't know why.Guess what?!I just changed my blogskin!Y'all liked it?I loved it!It's emo!I love emo.Btw,I didn't cut my wrist k.I'm not that hardcore emo type.I'm just normal emo girl.And I liked it.K lah.Got nothing to say already.Buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

Sup homies!!!!!!!today was great,awesme,fun and anything that involve FUN...Biatch and Crankpy will not go to West Mall again..Maybe??Wanna know why???It's because just now after school,usually we will go West Mall to buy some foods...Then when we're waiting for the peepz to come in the bus,we saw theres this guy..his hair..WOAH!MAOT AH!All orange and he has this jambol..tinggi gile!!!Then,his hair's really long..like damn long...When I first saw him,I laughed really hard..Like damn hard...Guess what?!??!?!?!?He saw....OOOO..I'm in trouble....-.-In bus,he kept staring at me..I was like WHUT?!You're asking for it,man!When he wanna get off the bus,he fell..I alguhed damn hard,man!!!He saw and pointed middle finger to me...WOAH!i felt like wanna ive one damn TIGHT slap.....I turn to Peter Chao then you know...Niwaes......Listening to Phantomrider and Humanoid by Tokio Hotel....NICE!!!!okioT letoH skcoR!Get it????????*lift an eyebrow*Hahahahah!!!I've been watching LOTS of Tokio Hotel vids...And I liked it...!What can I do?They're such an eyecandy!And I'm addicted to them...BTW,just now I went back with the cute senior guy in my school!!!!!!!!!!!And I liked it!he kept smiling at me because I kept smiling at him too!!!!!!!He stays in Bukit Batok too!!!!!!!WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!HEEH:D Chichi's sleeping...Well,he sleeps everytime..What a lazy cat!!!!But he's MY lazy cat!Tom Kaulitz!You're cute!HHAHAHAHA!!!K lah..GTG..Buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-24T04:55:00.000-08:00

sup homies!!!!!!!hyper to the core!!!!!im chatting with Mr R!!!!!i dont know why im happy..i thought im over hym alrdy...haizzzzzzz...athirah!just make up ur mind alrdy!!!pall i know is that im over Mr J....hes just not worth it...currently,at my grandfather's crib...btw,will not write long post coz im gonna put the conversation between Mr R and me...
NurulA says:
hello!
Rudymikhal says:
hi
NurulA says:
how's secondary life???
Rudymikhal says:
ouhk
NurulA says:
haha..
good to know..
skolah mane ah??
Rudymikhal says:
fajar sec .
NurulA says:
ok.....
tk salah aku..
khairnan pon skolah sane kan..
Rudymikhal says:

NurulA says:
hahahah!k....
ade ramai kwn baru kt sane??
Rudymikhal says:
ade ah
NurulA says:
k..........
kau tau..
kt new town ade budkj same muke ngan kau sey..
sebiji same..
btw,kau nga uat pe???
Rudymikhal says:
korek hidung
NurulA says:
HAHAHAHA!!!!
besides korek hidong kau????
Rudymikhal says:
hmm korek telinga
korek mata
korek mulut
NurulA says:
hahahahahahahaah!!!!!!!!!!!!
besides all that?????
Rudymikhal says:
hmm dgr lagu
kau skolah mane
NurulA says:
aku skolah new town....
Rudymikhal says:
ouhh
jauh nyerh
NurulA says:
jaoh ah...
tapi dh biase tk jaoh sangat ah...
kau tinggal kt bukit panajng kn????
Rudymikhal says:
ah
NurulA says:
oh....
teachers day kau dtg dzps??
Rudymikhal says:

NurulA says:
same...
besides khairnan,ade budk dzps laen skolah fajar??
Rudymikhal says:
nizam
NurulA says:
nizam 6/4 kan???
Rudymikhal says:
ahah
maverick 6-1
NurulA says:
k....
eh..
PSLE yng dpt highes aggrigate is shafiq kan???
Rudymikhal says:
tk
aku
300
NurulA says:
heeh
yelah...
wats ur grade for maths??
Rudymikhal says:
a star
NurulA says:
really????????????

Rudymikhal says:
c
NurulA says:
ohk...
ake dpt E....

aku*
Rudymikhal says:
hahahahhahha
NurulA says:
ape sey!
END!yeah..so he didnt reply...thats fine..k lah gtg..buh-bye!!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-23T09:52:00.000-08:00

harrow!!!!!!!!!today was fun....unfortunately,i didnt buy the fingerless gloves...DAMN!!!!!!!i was damn angry.... :(so.....my legs,back and stomach are still aching....i cant take it,peepz......!damn pain!these days,i've been talking with biatch alot bout adam lambert...u know...he's a gay ryte...so i told her that i love gays..*cheeky smile*well,i was kinda ryte...some gays are hot!and biatch was disgusted..... :D im damn sleepy,man.....*yawn* k lah..gtg...buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-22T22:45:00.000-08:00

sup homies!!!how y'all doin'???will go to bugis later.....cant wait to own that fingerless gloves!!!!!know what???my internet's router's acting lika bitch!!!!and i HATE bitch!well,lets change the topic....ytd,NPCC was fun!!!!!!!P.E was damn fucking TIRING!!!!!!!now,my leg,my back and my stomache are aching..and not the usual pain...its like my muscles are aching...and its an agony!!!!!!!i cant walk properly..damn P.E exercise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but i still love P.E....currently,listening to Watcha Say acoustic version-Jason Derulo...Damn nice,peepz!!!!guess what?!?!?!?!?!?im over J!!!!!!yes!!!wanna know something?!?!?!?theres two cute seniors in New Town!!!!!one is Chinese and the other one is Malay..the Malay guy is in NCC....gerek pe!!!but watever...its really sad to like our seniors..coz they're gonna graduate soon.. :(wait!!i just downloaded adam lambert's photos!!!!!nice!niwaes...have u guys watch adam lambert's new music vid,What ya want from me??????he looks like a GUY!!!!!!HOT!!!!!!!!!im watching it right now...well,i've watched it few days ago....u guys should watch it....im melting ryte now.....k lah...gtg...buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

sup sup homies!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!guess what?!?!?!?!?I JUST BOUGHT HUMANOID ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!good for me!!!!!!wow....fucking awesome people!!!!!!!!!!!it cost me $20...but who cares..i know i dont...btw,awwwwwwww...im kak shalinna's lil emo girl.....love that name..she said that i'll grow uo to be a fun girl where everyone wanna be friends with me..ima good sport...awwwww..thanks kak shalina...that means alot to me...ur lika sister to me already....so...ytd's post theres no labels...i forgot to write...my mood was kinda messed up today..happy,sad and angry!!!i wanna scream my head off!!!!its really stressful...i HATE when someone step into my life and trying to rule me....coz that aint gonna work...btw,will be going to Bugis to buy my leather fingerless gloves from topshop and bangle stack of five from diva..i dont have the bangle photo...

nice huh???????????????if for u its nt nice,for me,it is.....k lah..got nothing to say nymore...buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2010-01-18T04:28:00.000-08:00

hey hey homies!!!!how are you doing???wow!!!!im so bored!!lazy to do homeworks!!!especially maths...ugggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!B.O.R.I.N.G!!!!!!!woah!this drama piss me off,man!im alrdy sleepy to the core......oryte..just did my homeworks...so yeah,..i have nothing to say...buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-30T20:46:00.000-08:00

sup homies!!!ytd,ari came to my mum's workplace..so she hungout with me..we laughed alot..wanna know why??read my recent status on my fb profile..bout the expressions..and bout the dinosaur...she sleptover ytd...actually,his damn brotha wanna sleptover too but my sis said that my dad didnt allow him..guess what?!?!ytd,sri and i watched Adam Lambert's performance on AMA 2009...i know..he kissed a guy..its kinda hot!really!bout the whole performance....horny much??i kept repeating the part when adam kissed the guy..till ari said stop it,at...i was like whut?!its hot okay!besides that,we watched Tokio Hotel vids for the whole day...btw,im gonna post some photos of Tokio Hotel...some cute and hot photos of them..GOD!i cant damn freaking wait for next year's Valentine's Day movie!!!!theres like Jessica Alba,Ashton Kutcher,Julia Roberts and more..oh wait!i missed two person...Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner!!!!so cute!!!btw,u wanna know something??just now i watched Ellen DeGeneres pranked Taylor Swift....SOOOOOO FUNNY!!!!!!!Taylor fell..!hahahahah!!her expression was PRICELESS!i laughed soo hard!u should check out...i've been waiting for Tokio Hotel tv 2009 new episode.....!!!im looking forward to watch it...its hard for me to leave 2009...LOTSA memories!im not gonna meet my friends..especially,my dearest babes and him....i think its time to move on...btw,theres a spammer on farzieyan's blog!just get out alrdy u dickhead!that passby called me stupid...if im stupid,i will not get promoted to secondary one lah!i dont wanna brag but its true!if im stupid then why i get promoted to sec 1?!whever u are,just stop spamming on farzieyan's blog...and!DONT BE A COWARD!!!!i hate coward!!!*point a middle finger* ahahahah!GAWD!i wanna win Bill's shirt on MTV swag page..but when i loged on to MTV website and go to the swagpage,nothing bout Tokio Hotel...what a punk!oryte..i have to go peepz!too bad soo sad..hahah!buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-29T00:39:00.000-08:00

sup kiddos!!im here...like at last...sorry i didnt update my blgo ytd coz this lappy's charger was soo damn problematic..u see...even charger can be problematic..chargers these days..hahahahahaah!!!i know,lame...guess what?!?!?i drank three bottles of water today...two bottles of mango tea and i bottle of milk coffee...i've been going in and out of the washroom non-stop...serve me ryte!!!!so what did u guys missed??oryte...SEZAIRI'S THE SINGAPORE IDOL OF 2009!!!!!this might be crazy but i voted for him like 30+ times!!i know u might think im crazy..i dont care coz even though im using line but a student plan...my even said this,nemmind..just vote for him...MY GOD!i want Charice's voice!!!!how could she managed to sing those very damn high notes?!ryte now,listening to her song,note to god...guess what?!im a new town-ian already!and and!!!!im in the same class as my biatch!!!get ready 1/6,biatch and crankpy are gonna rock 1/6!!!my index number's and she's 9..we're like the only two malay girls....cha and me had been hanging out ALOT!i really really hope that theres no fighting between us when we're in sec school.....btw,chiechie has been acting kinda weird lately..he has been vomiting blood...god!im crying ryte now...god,please dont take him away from my family and i....he's just an innocent cat...im really scared....my elder brotha will bring him to a checkup.....i hope..i really hope they'll jab him and put him to sleep....i dont care if he still bite me or whatsoever...watching him suffering,reminds me of nonet when he wanna die...the thing that hurts me the most is that he has been vomiting blood..why him?!i dont wanna hold another cat in my arms,breatheless...i remember that the moment nonet not breathing anymore,i nearly broke down.....he's lika family already..he's been staying with us for two annd half years...oryte...im done..im sorry bout all the cat things...im just really really really sensitive bout animals dying....allright..lets change the topic....Pixie Lott!!!you rock,girl!!!!i want her voice too!!!btw,u guys shoudl listen to two is better than one-boys like girls ft.taylor swift..

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

sup homies!!!!i miss my blog damn much!what the hell is wrong with my blog songs???hate it damn much...last friday went to JB...wait did i miss something??yeah i do...before my family and i went to JB my mum,sis(older) and me went ICA to take our passport.u know they said to text them to know the est time..so i texted them and they replied 1h15mins...i said MF!!!we reached there arnd 2+ and we got back our passports arnd 5+....after that,we gout out from the ICA place and bought two ice-creams...nice!then took taxi to woodlands checkpoint...*skip skip*now,at JB...i was soooooooooooo damn scared at there...u know MOST stories that happen at there are all bout stealing,killing and stuffs....at first i was damn paranoid...wanna know something bout me being paranoid??while we were waiting for our waffles,my sis(elder),my bro(eldest),his babe and i went to F.O.S....after a few minutes,i was like:kak...mane abg syafiq ngan kak zanna?!(damn fucking worried/scared face)and my sis was like made a wtf face and turn to her left..so i turn to my left and saw the two of them trying the shades...after few mins,i calmed down...btw,I HAVE A RED CONVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the very first we bought when we were there...u know,actually,i wanna buy a full red bag and then my dad dont want..so my dad wanted me to buy the checked bag..(hidden msg:like minah rep)like or hate it,i still need to wear it...moving on,on saturday,my mum,sis(youngest) and i went Jurong point just to eat at banquet...my sis and i ate ban mian tom yam..my mum ate ban mian...DAMN!i love the ban mian tom yam....the ytd,went to West mall with cha,my sis(youngest) and sri to watch the SI...i had to dragged my lazy legs..this si all because of cha!!!but overall,FUN!i still dont get it why charles and duane have like soooooo many fans...WHY DOES TOKIO HOTEL HAVE TO BE SOOOOO IRESISTABLE?!they're getting cuter and hotter each day....DAMN!alrighty fiesty..gotta go..buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-15T19:55:00.000-08:00

sup kiddos that has been reading my blog!!!hahah..i havent update my blog for like ages..hahahah!no lah just lazy to update..sorry yeah..so...last thursday and friday went swimming with kiki,my mum,nana,aliff and me...will pst the photos later...it was fun until somebody spoiled my mood...i think u guys know who...dont wanna say his name..... dont know what to do again....his sister(younger) told me that he's *kaki mrayap" and *slalu balek lambat*....i was like so what?who cares....i know i dont...i said like that to her...then i stayed silence for a while...i was like i dont care do i???gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its really irritating!!!damn bloody blood sucker!hahah!back to me..ytd,went to vivo with sri and nana..those two blood suckers....its really fun..dont worry..will post the photos and later...had LOADS of fun ytd...especially on our way back home..we took bus...it was raining so the slowed down..sri sat beside me...and guess what???she was a freak and laughing machine ytd.....and u wanna know something??i dont know vivo that much so when we wanna go home.....PLEASE DONT LAUGH!!!!!!!!!we kinda lost...we cant find the exit..but while we were finding the way out,i became crazy..just for like 5 minutes..coz theres like forever 21,zara and loads.......gowd!!!!!i want those!!!!!!i saw a sparkly dress and my eyes didnt blink...really damn fucking hot dress!!!!i want that too!!!sri sleptover at my house for two days..niwaes...ABG SYAFIQ'S BACK!!!!great....he's gonna be bossy again....just great....i miss him damn much..i thought he's gonna come back today but ytd,he texted me and said that he's in SG cab.....i was like WHUT?!nana and me slept in his room while he was away..so we havent tidy up his room...it was messy..it was like...oryte u dont wanna know...AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!tokio hotel has a new music vid!!!!!!!and its world behind my wall.....i realllllllllllllllllyyyyyy LOVE the music vid....the four of them are hot and cute in that music vid....watch it...k..later i'll give u the link but now..sad to say,i have to go..buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

hey hey peepz!!!!im starting to be good to aliff again...just a lil bit...like 5%??i know..but he still haven't prove me wrong bout him changing...hung out with him on sunday and tuesday...ytd,we played monopoly...he cheated!!he's the banker..ltr i'll post the photos of us during sunday hangout k...YES!!!!!!SEZAIRI'S IN THE GRAND FINAL!!!!!malay rules!!!!!unfortunately,i forgot to vote for him ytd..only my dad and my sis..the older one...dont u guys noticed that rihanna's becoming more sexy since the chris brown case...damn chris brown!!!!!!rihanna's like my favourite....ytd,i watched tokio hotel on mtv rock....!!!!!i always get hyper,happy and excited when tokio hotel's on mtv.....i dont why..i just love them..they're like an eye-candy for me...and and ytd,during the tokio hotel interview when they asked bill how does it feels when ur in a band with ur twin,i dont remember what he said..all i remember was bill said that tom's his soulmate...i was like awwwwwwww,soooo sweet....lappy's acting like a bitch since this morning!!!!!!it piss me off!!!have u guys heard this song???We'll be a dream-We the kings ft Demi lovato..its damn nice!!!i love it,baby!!btw,how many of u guys like Tabitha?????????i don't like her!!!actually,she should be eliminated two weeks ago...she was like the bottom two....i can't feel my butt....hahahahahahahaha!!!random..i love blogging..i dont know why...maybe because i always pour my heart out here...this blog's like half of my life...i spill everything in here...MILEY CYRUS HAS A TATTOO!!!!!!!its under her boobs..it says,just breathe...its bout her friend that has passed away...oryte...wanna post the photos...!do enjoy!!!!

there you go....like i said,i will post the photos..so..yeah...bye!

PEACE.LOVE.NURULA

2009-12-04T00:17:00.000-08:00

hey hey yp's and op's!!haha...watching tokio hotel and beyonce and jay z vids...randomly pick one lah...im being random ryte now..wanna know why??im wearing my sweater with the hood on my head...=.= what can i say...im always random...the air-con temp in this room's 18 deg...i know..crazy!but i kinda enjoy the coldness and at the same time freezing to death...im like kinda addicted watcha say-jason derulo...i know..=.= actually,i didnt hear to that kinda genre...but why not...besides,its really nice...niwaes....ytd,kakak shalina came...my sis have works to do so just kakak shalina and me..we laughed non-stop....lika laughing machine..we laughed at the little things...i swear!!even hilarious ytd we watched peter chao and shane dawson vids...peter chao's....swearing machine...he's a chinese and have a terrible english accent...lvoe the vid he did to the his haters...check his vids out...and he even called his mother stupid bitch....i laughed soooo hard....bout shane dawson...kakak shalina showed me the vid that he "taught" us how to wear makeup for prom...HE WEAR EYE-LINER ON HIS LIPS!!!!i laughed damn hard....and ryte now i'm laughing while writing...and another one thing...that shane dawson he wears mascara above his eye-brow...crazy...i cant wait two own two converse!!!!i really cant!!!i think i will cry when i have those on my hands...i really wanted those since like forever...nemmind..just wait thirah....i miss adyrah and shahira.....i wanna hangout with them soo bad..it seems like shahira has change soo much...i dont know whether in a god or bad way...hope she turn to a more better girl..its like whenever i msg her,she will answer just one word..im sorry if i had done somethign wrong...moving on....i wanna watch new moon!!!!nemmind..i'll watch it with adyrah...oryte...since i have nothing to say,bye...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-12-02T19:08:00.000-08:00

hey hey peepz!!so yeah...i can't wait to own two converse!!!!this si like the moment i've been waiting for...i cant believe passing the major exam can get things that we want...that is soooooo awesome!i'm like addicted to Lady Gaga new songs,bad romance and speechless and rihanna new song,russian roulette..Lady Gaga have a powerful voice...i miss aliff... :( i cant stand being mad at him...he's like the cousin that i can count on...i dont wanna lose him..i swear if i lose him,i cant forgive myself..but his attitude like telling me to not forgive him...why why why?!everytime when he come to my house,i tried to be cheerful...thank god,cha's here for me...i love ALL my cousins...even in my phone,my wallpaper's the picture of him and the mini wallpaper picture of us too and the screensaver's the picture of us too..*sigh*k lah...peace out...

PEACE.LOVE.ASS

2009-12-01T00:25:00.000-08:00

WHUDUP!!!!actually,i wanna blog ytd but i'm kinda moody...niwaes....I PASSED MY PSLE!!!!!!168 ouh!!!when mr chua called my name and said:athirah..u got 168...i let out the tears of joy and sigh of reliefness...im soo shocked...i dont know what to say..i'll be going to newtown sec..*crossing my fingers*u know..i've been wantig to watch jennifer's boyd since the day the trailer's on the tv...at last..on last sat i watched it..i know why its NC16...lemme see..there's sex scene and swearings...heeh:D im not even 13...but overall,it was awesome..my sister watched and yet she didnt undeerstand...i just watched the first time,i understand..pity jennifer...theres this one guy..his name's Calling(idk how to spell)Grey..he's a cute goth guy..k lah gtg..buh-bye!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-11-20T01:39:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!!!whudup???today's the last day of school..and i'm gonna miss my babes and hunks...haha!its like even though some of us doesnt get along or didnt even talk,but we're still family..one big family..the primary 6 family..we grew up together...but we needa move on...so yeah.....but look on the bright..ALL of us WILL wear a brand new uniform...i'm sure we will..none of us will retain..make our principal proud coz its his last year at dzps...so far,he's the best principal...actually,i'm not that confindent that will i pass PSLE..playing a game on my mum's phone while watching Tokio Hotel on youtube..pretty confusing huh??im sleepy...wanna sleep so bad...so..26 November's the big day..and that's the day when all the pri 6 gather for one day..we will be getting our results..6 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!niwaes...i miss cha!!!my biatch...i'm suddenly addicted meet me halfway..its really nice..love Fergie's voice in that song...she sounded like a lil' girl..tonight,Black Eyed Peas and Lady Gaga will be on MTV World Stage...they show it on MTV ready sey...i cant wait for Tokio Hotel..!!i'm like freezong to death ryte now...u can't imagine..will be taking bus ltr...listening to the songs in mp3...i can tweet through my phone and i can follow peepz and other peepz can follow me too..and this morning when i checked my phone i have like 15 new msgs...i was like whhut?!kakak shalina follow me...u know..these days i've been joking arnd that i wanna go to the ZoukOut...heeh:D
and just now kakak shalina tweeted me and said that i just won a ticket to ZoukOut and my younger sis believed it..my elder sis and me just laughed..btw...i gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.ASS

2009-11-18T22:14:00.000-08:00

hey babes!!!i'm watchiing Tokio Hotel videos...hahahahaahahahah!!i'm lauging really hard ryte now coz everytime Tokio Hotel..they're really sweet..its like they have everything that every girls want....oryte2...i gotta stop blabbing bout them alrdy..i didn't bring my hp with me..i miss my classmates!!!!!!!!thank god,tomorrow will be meeting them...i'm really sad..really sad..tomorrow's our p6 graduation day.....!!!gonna miss my two babes,three girls,and my p6 friends..even though i didn't get along with other class of p6 people,but they're my schoolmates...we grew up together,learn together and so on...oh ya!we sometimes fought...and then few days later,we made up...i will not forget these 6 years...well,the one i will miss most is my two babes and that someone..i dont know if i still have a crush on him or not..he's very iresistable...well,the best things to get out from primary school is that i will be getting blue c-pass,ima teenage and many more...k lah gtg..buh-bye!!

2009-11-17T00:17:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY!!!i know i know....its Tokio Hotel...well,they're my favourite band..actually,theres many but they're on top of the list..hah!i'm freezing to death,biatches!!!!!!!no offence..im not calling u guys...sorry if u guys are offended...lstening to world behind my wall-tokio hotel..and at last!!!!!!i have that song in my mp3...the song's beautiful,babey!!damn beautiful..mummy!!i can't feel my fingers!!!niwaes....i miss him!!!!!i hate and love him at the same time...i dont know what to do....he's like my twin brother...and its really hard to forget bout him just like that..i wanna be a vampire....its really cool...we can fly,read people's minds and so on...but vampire doesnt exist ryte??since that time i watched twilight,i kinda believe that vampires exist..heeh:D..

I MISS MY BIATCH!!!!!!!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.ASS

2009-11-16T01:26:00.000-08:00

YO YO YO!!!!i have to say..i'm freezing to death!!!JEEZ!!!!but first!...i wanna show you this picture...its a mamamia!!!

isn't he just HOT?!like his twin brother????man...and he's cute too..like his twin brother..get ready cause ima blab bout the twins...they're super cute!!!i watched this interview and they said like they fought once..and tom has a scar on his right cheek..and bill said i'm sorry..i was like awwwww....they're super sweet..and this interview a girl ask them if they were lost in a deserted island,what three items they wanna bring with them..

Bill:i will bring tom,a jet-ski and my laptop...

Tom:bill,(i forgot :D)and jessica alba..hahaha!!

isn't they just sweet???!btw,on saturday,he came to help kak zanna move out..i was like ok i hope this will turn out good..I can see tiny lil horns coming out from his head..in the lorry,its just him and me at the back of the lorry..it was awkward i tell u!!!as usual,i turn on my mp3 and turn up the volume to the max!!when he wanna talk to me i rolled my eyes and pause my mp3..u know its kinda dark so he doesnt see it.. :Dhe sang and ask for my opinion..i didnt say anything..then,he brag bout himself and said i know i sounded good..and i was like o.....kay....then i played my mp3 back..then,awkward silence came back...after helping kak zanna,we rested at kak zanna's new room for a while..she have cool light at her room..its like disco light..theres three colours..after that,we went downstairs..and he dared to tell me that he brought the most stuffs....most stuffs my ass ah bitch!!i shouted to him that...then he was like glaring at me..and i glared at him..my father was still further away..we glared at each other for 3 seconds...after that i mumbled, mat rep,dah sah mat rep...i think he heard and just stared at me..i gave him this really fucking dirty look..if he can be problematic,i guess i can ba like that too...i dont wanna be like this,but i have to..he doesnt have any respect for anyone alrdy..daddy and that man whore,sat at the back of the lorry..sister and me seat at the front...i turn on my mp3 and listen to it..i was crying like hell..thank god,its a long ride..and luckily,the driver didnt saw it...the driver dropped us off at the main road..its near to my house..i walked as fast as i can..he sleptover at my house..reached house,i went to my room to get changed...went out from my room...unfortunately,i had to shared my food with that door-knob...i just ate quietly...he kept blabbing how hungry he was i was like whatever..i was sleepy and cranky that night..i slept early..when i nearly fully asleep,he came to my room and make noise..ok at first,i was like diam...then he went quiet for one second..then after that,he make that noise again..then i was like,BOLEH DIAM TAK?!TAK FAHAM MAKNE DIAM EH?!then,he was like quiet then i drifted to sleep...then on sunday when i woke up he went home..i was like thank you god!!!hahahahah!!!evil me!!well,that's me...btw,why so many are like soo obsessed with one time-justin bieber?!its like every blog i logged on,its always that song...i was like really?!now my cha's obsessed with justin bieber..great..first tom kaulitz..now jusin bieber..that girl bounce back fast..that's why i love her..lova ya cuzzie!!really glad that ur there for me when im down...luckily,she's not like u know that two-faced bitch....i just can't control myself...i just wanna put every swear words that i know.....i just wanna give up...i dont know what to do anymore...i'll get angry everytime when i see him...dont make me hate you...please!!i love you still...k lah..gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.ASS

2009-11-10T20:12:00.000-08:00

SUP!!!u know what??i thought that selena gomez's new songs are like sappy..no offence...but ytd,i heard all her songs and suddenly i'm in love with all of it...love her voice..cute!..btw,i changed the songs on my blog..its changeable..wanna knw something???!just now when i'm youtub'ing',then got this one song...weird title..and when i heard that song, i was like..WHUT?!all that i heard was "have sex with me at the beach"...i wanna laugh soooo hard!....really man!that's gross and funny at the same time...and dirty too..ChiChi's getting fatter!...!and he's cute!!!!he's a beast!thank god that now he didn't bite me anymore..btw,i'm addicted to one of selena's songs..and that's I promise you..the starting of the song was like you can already know that it's a typical pop song..really,really nice...but i will always stick to my Tokio Hotel...and theres this one song which selena sounds like demi...really!..he came to my house ytd..everytime when i reached at my house i'm always hyper..or cranky..ytd,i was totally hyper..but when i saw him sitting n the couch starring at the gate,i was like..here we go again..i can felt that anger and hatred building inside of me...i'm in the process of wanting to firgive him but he worsen the matter..ytd,he wanna talk to me..i tried to avoid talking to him but i felt bad for him and i said ok..this is the convo: btw,i'll translate it to eng..
me:so..what do u wanna talk bout??(watching tv)
him:how's life??(looking at me)
me:fine..(look at him then look around..u know that it was awkward..)
him:PSLE..easy?(looking at me)
me:(looking at him)ok..kinda difficult but yeah..(smile)but maths was SO DAMN difficult!
him:thats great..(smile)
me:(on the verge of tears)so..how's life with ur "friends"?(actually i didnt talk to him with the quotation sign)
him:great..evverybody's fine...(smile big)
me:oh...(look away)that's..great...
him:u wanna know something??they treat me well..
me:thats great..(fake smile)ok lah..i wanna switch on the lappy..(walk away with a tear escaped)
why does he have to make it sooo damn difficult?!its more worse when he wanna sleep at my house..i was like WHUT?!then he chit-chat with my family and me..i still can't accept the fact that he's changing..in a bad way..doesn't he notice that they're changing him...i'm trying to help you here!!i though that i wanna forgive him ytd but when i saw his mat rep attitude,i changed my mind immediately..i didn't know that people change soo damn fast...i feel like i wanna burst to tears ryte now but i'm strong...i really miss the old you..please come back!!!i can't bear watching you behaving like this..it hurts really bad..i dont want you to end up in boys home or end up smoking...ur just 13..for god sake,ur just 13!!!people not gonna look up to you if ur behaving like this..please!!i want the old you back!...i really love the old you..i really do!...the old you did not brag bout himself..instead,he's humble...i guess he's really gone huh?i really hope that one day i can see the old you...k lah..i gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-11-09T18:35:00.000-08:00

SUP!!!!hey hey hey!!haha!i'm bored..as usual..wanna know something??beyonce's new song,sweet dreams,really nice...but tokio hotel's songs nicer...rocking out to the songs i just downloaded...btw,i can't believe i'm saying this but...watching Bill Kaulitz vids kinda turn me on...OMG!did i just said that?!i think i just did..niwaes,really watching his videos kinda turn me on..i dont know why...he's just hot!he can't keep his tongue to himself..he keeps playing with his pierced tongue..well,who can resist that man ryte????but i'm into the Kaulitz twin moments...sooooo cute!!!!!how i wish i have a twin sister and not a younger sister!!my older sister and I thought that guys pierce through their lips are hot!!well,tom pierce his lower lips..and he's hot too..!just like his twin brother...but i like the way tom smile..i just cant stop talking bout them..where have they been in my life??btw,imma Tokio Hotel fan too!..i've had deleted jemi stories...i wanna stop writing that story...but that doesn't mean that i don't like them..i still LOVE them okay!..back to the Kaulitz..hahahahah!!i bet u guys r like"omg this girl!...cant stop talking bout the kaulitz and tokio hotel..!"well,thats me...even though i talk bout them 24/7,that doesn't mean i'm like their crazy fanatic fan...well,kinda but NOT!how i wish that one day i could meet them...and that will be the greatest day of my lives!..!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!since this morning,i've been entertaining myself with this fcuking bloody shit lagging laptop!!and the load on youtube was like really making me mad...i sighed alot today..btw,MAN UTD LOST!!!why why why?!don't you guys think that i always shuffled my stories whenever i blogged..that's just me..typical typical me....lalalalallal!!!!i wanna dance like beyonce..she's a great dancer...i love her..and kelly clarkson..and demi lovato...and miley cyrus..and selena gomez..and celine dion...and kelly rowland..and shakira..oryte..i have to stop or else u guys will never read my blog ever again..hahah!!its just i'm really bored to death!!it seems that i have forgotten bout rudy...and i'm proud of it...i need to move on..he doesn't like me back..well,what can i do ryte??i can't change his mind..girls can change their mind.."a girl can change her mind..."i'm really liking use somebody-kings of leons..well,i only like that song...its really nice...17 more days to the BIG DAY...i dont wanna disappoint anybody especially my family...i really wanna go to sec school..well, who doesnt rye??life needa move on..WEI!!!guess what??i noticed that my celebrity crushes birthday are on the same month as me...well,the Kaulitz are on September and Nick J's on septermber too..VIRGO all the way!!woohoo!oryte...before i start my grandmother stories again,i better sign out..so..i gtg..buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-11-05T23:10:00.000-08:00

1.)What is your favourite colours?Red,black,orange,yellow and green..

2.)Who is your favourite celebrities?I dont know..Theres many..

3.)Who is your closest friend(s)?Shahira and Adyrah...

4.)Do you have a crush on someone?Yes...

5.)If yes,how long you had a crush on him/her?5 and a half years..

6.)What is your favourite song?World behind my wall:Tokio Hotel

7.)What is your favourite drinks?Ice lemon tea

8.)What is your nickname?Athirah or DE ASS..

9.)Whhich band is your favourite band(s)?Tokio Hotel,Jonas Brothers,Fall Out Boy,Paramore,Simple Plan,Green Day and The All American Rejects..

10.)Who do you wish you are?I don't wanna be anybody..

11.)If you can turn back the time,where do you want to be in?I dont know..

12.)What is favourite Tv show(s)?There's many..

(This was created by Farzyeian)
Sup Homies!!!!!gosh,i'm bored...Guess what????
TOKIO HOTEL WON EMA

2009 FOR THE BEST

GROUP!!!!!!

Sup homies!!!!anything's new???wanna know something?i'm staring at this lappy and didnt do anything...why am i sooooo bored?!help me!!btw,i'm really happy that Tokio Hotel won...wanna know sumthing??i notice that whenever Tokio Hotel did a concert,Bill and Tom will always sexy moves..and its HOT!they're too hot to handle...heaty-hot!oryte2...i better stop talkin' bout them...btw,i gtg..buh-bye!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-11-02T19:50:00.000-08:00

YO!!!whats up??holiday's coming huh?man,i'm sad... :( gonna miss my two bestest friends...adyrah will move next year.. :(i hope u will have nice life at ur new place.. :)but dont forget shahira and me k...

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?On my bed.. :D

2. Who are you in love with?.........

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?no...

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?NO!!!even if there is,i will not watch it..

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?I dont know..

6. Are you wearing socks right now?No

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?No...

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?Few months ago...

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?No

10. Are you hot?no...

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?Milo

12. What are you wearing right now?Two colours shirt and jean

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?I don't have a car.

14. Last food that you ate?rice...

15. Where were you last week at this time?My mum's office..

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?yes..

17. When is the last time you ran?i dont know..

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?Wrestling...

19. What is your favorite animal?I love all except pigs..

20. Your dream vacation?Theres many..i can list it:LA,Germany,Bahamas and Hawaii...

21. Last person's house you were in?My house.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?I cant remember...

23. Have you been in love?........

24. Do you miss anyone right now?YES!!!!Shahira and Adyrah!!!

25. Last play you saw?.......

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?No weapon

27. What are your plans for tonight?Tease my older sister bout Bill Kaulitz..

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?I don't have Myspace acoount.

29. Next trip you are going to take?I dont knw...

30. Ever go to camp?Yes,last year.And it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?No

32. What do you want to know about the future?About my PSLE results..

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?Yes...

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?Yes.

35. Where is your best friend?At school..

36. How is your best friend?I guessed they are ok/fine.

37. Do you have a tan?Yes..

38. What are you listening to right now?World behind my wall-Tokio Hotel..man,i'm addicted to that song..

39. Do you collect anything?Last time.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?.......

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?None.

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?Yeah..

43. What does your last text message say?I dont know..

44. Do you like hot sauce?YES!!

45. Last time you took a shower?Just now..

46. Do you need to do laundry?No

47. What is your heritage?Heritage?Donno.

48. Are you someone's best friend?Yes

49. Are you rich?No..

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?Listening to my MP3..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-10-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

i have to treat you like crap..ur asking for it...and i will...i'm not gonna hesitate to say this..I HATE YOU!i really hate you..i hate the now you and everything bout you...i don't care what you wanna do or whatsoever...its ur life..i have no rights...i'm beyond upset by ur attitude...u've become a hatred to me...only god knows how i'm feeling ryte now...as i can see,ur turning to be a matrep..i dont have a cousin that's a matrep..i want you to have a beautiful future...i can't see the greatness of being a matrep...really..i feel like i wanna punch a wall so many damn times...i dont wanna lose you...u used to be my favourite cousin....you dont have anymore chance..PERIOD!ur easily influence dont ya?when its fasting month,ur a decent boy...at mid sept,u start to change..in a bad way..i really miss the old you...i've done everything i could to change you back...but the answer is still the same..from now on,i'm not gonna acknowledge you,talk to you and i dont wanna get involve in anything u do....

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-10-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

i'm really fcukin' fed-up with this lappy...!its like really!...why does it have to be soooo damn fuckin' slow?!i'm watching Wizards Of Waverly Place The Movie...its funny though...AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!i can't wait for MTV World Stage!!guess who will be performing?!its Tokio Hotel!!!and EMA 2009 also Tokio Hotel will be performing!they're nominated to Best Group...vote for them!!!!this is the link:
http://ema.mtv.co.uk/vote vote for them k....11 more days to go!!!!i really hope Tokio Hotel will win.....man,how i wish i could meet them....i wanna sleep so bad...so so bad....i really love Bill's new hair...its nice...oryte..gtg...buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-10-22T00:07:00.000-07:00

sup homies!!i'm watching tokio hotel videos..tom and bill kaulitz are HOT!i'm really hyper..but i cant show it here coz my mum's friends will get distracted..i just found out that tokio hotel band's from Germany..but they can speak English..watching JONAS too..kevin's hilarious..well,he's always hilarious..i keep yawning....i wanna sleep so bad...k..i gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-10-16T04:41:00.000-07:00

WUSSUP?!?!?!?!?!?!?i'm like soooo freaking damn happy ryte now!!!!wanna know why?!wanna know why?!coz.......at last i'm using the internet...but its nt mine...nemmind i'm still happy..but...i can tweet through my hp....btw,i'm like suddenly in love with Tokio Hotel lead singer...BILL KAULITZ!he's heaty hot!

the first time i saw him i was like OMG!he's so damn fucking hot....even though he looks like kinda gay but he's not...ummm...sad to say but i gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

whudup????i know it's been a long time since i blogged..i'm sad coz my internet's down..it's like what de fucking hell ryte?!k lah gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-15T00:48:00.000-07:00

now this is the original music video for send it on...u'll love it..and JEMI!!!

man....oh yeah..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE JONAS!!hes 20 this year..drank caramel frappe just now..damn its good!and now im eating bread and chocolate...i cant wait for camp rock 2...a LOT jemi moments..man!k lah gtg..buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

WHUDUP?!?!?!?!?!?boy,am i happy?!yeah i am...haha..im happy becuz of every reason..my MT oral....i get 42!!!!!!!!!!!!OHMYGOSH!!!!!!!!!!im happy like...and guess what?!rudy's mark is...47!!is he great or what?!when cikgu ramalh wanna announce his' mark,i was like frowning..when she said that 47,i was like having a big smile..im happy for him..i never know he's better than us..he's the highest..adjectives cant describe how great he was..some fo them were jealous...congrats rudy..ryte now..still send it on..hahahaha..guess what?!i can type without looking at the keyboard...isnt that cool?!and guess what??i felt really low after modular lesson..really really low...davis and akmal nearly hit me...i was listening to my mp3..and the volume was on its maximum...davis scolded me..i think i deserved it..i think since the starting of modular lesson just now,i was like acting like a damn jerk...i treated coldly...sorry guys..i nearly cried while walking home..sorry davis and akmal... :(ok..lets forget the sad story...btw,i've just finished watching teen choice awards 09..guess what?!twilight won 8 awards!!dang,they're great!good job voters!miley won 6 awards and jonas won 5 awards..selena won too..fyi,miley's not pole dancing..*sigh*grow up?!some rockstars did that..using their mic stand...zac's HOT!omg..pity demi..she's not there as she's on tour..FRANKIE JONAS!!ur first award!!!frankie is really cute..when he wanna thank the voters,the mic is taller than him..and the award is bigger than him..nice one emily osment..haha:)ADAM won an award too!!!!!!u know i've been watching American Idol summer tour..he's a sexy beast!adison all the way!!wooohooo!!haha..allison and adam will sing slow ride no matter what..they totally rock slow ride..send it on..on and on...just one that can heal another..be a part..reach your heart..just one spark starts the fire..with one little action the chain reaction will never stop..make it strong..shine a light and send it on..hahaha..sorry..send it on is soo addictive..love that song..love demi's voice..k guys..i gtg..buh-bye!!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

first,i want u guys to watch this..

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!i saw a LOT of JEMI!they even sing together...gosh!i cant wait for the original music video..i've been waiting for this music video to come out since like months ago...love selena's hair..its soo cute.....!haha...btw,do u guys know that niley is together?man!i really wanna watch teen choice awards 2009...hope adam win an award..i dont know what they name the award but i know that theres adam and kris...and..i wanna watch miley rock perty in the usa..love that song..her new song..u guys need to hear it..and u guys need to have a twitter..ytd,went to hospital to visit my mommy aunty...after that go to geylang...then..guess what?Sleeq walked past me..i told cha and shes jealous...well,nothing special..i dont like them..been watching 17 again this days..i know im soo outdated..i like when zac said this"because stan is a dick..."hahahahaha!and this"stan has a small winner.."zac always diss stan...well,stan is kinda hot but he's always horny...17 again is kinda dirty...but overall,i like it...ryte now ndp 09 is showing at tv..i watch at the part where the mp perform...stupid cameraman didnt show my brotha...haha..k lah before i start talking crap,i better go..buh-bye!peace out:)

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-06T20:31:00.000-07:00

whudup???celebrate national day just now..my class,6/3,just now rock the school..yeah..almost all of us..but khairnan,rudy,fakim,shahira and me is the loudest...its sooo fun...its like a rockstar concert..we really sang our hearts out..its like shouting...like our own concert..hahahahah...fun!then just now my temperature was 37.3...im kinda sick..at hall,he sat behind me..but behind me is soamu..he sat beside fakim..fakim is beside soamu..i kept turning behind...i cant believe it!he look at me too..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!i smiled at him and he smiled back..its like the best day of my life...hahahahahah..beat that bitch!k lah..gtg..buh-bye!

2009-08-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

whudup???*sigh*felt so good after taking MT oral...im really really weak ryte now..i wanna go to school tomorrow...just now at school,im on the verge of tears..or even wanna burst to million tears...i felt like someone stabbed me from my back..it hurts..hurts to the core...my own bestfriend told me she like....him....when she told me that,im speechless..of course i have to fake a smile..it hurts sooo damn much...she make it more worst...(btw,its nt adyrah)when the 2nd shift peepz wanna go to 5/3,she sat facing the stairs...when they're on the way to 5/3,hes infront..she talked to him...these days,shes been talking bout him..A LOT!even though i told u that im "over him",u cant act like that...u dont know if i "still" like him or not...uggggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!sneezing really makes me high,tipsy and sleepy...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-08-05T19:09:00.000-07:00

great.....!now im sick..cough and flu..how im gonna do my MT oral..didnt go to school...but at 1 om,im gonna go to school to take my oral..nt gonna miss it..stupid sickness....ugggggggggggghhhhh!!!now my voice is not soo clear..a lil bit sengau...hahaha...c'mon 1 o'clock....be faster!!!i hate waiting...sha gonna be shock when she see me...they think im not gonna take my oral?!big whoop!hahahaha..im talking crap here...now im gonna talk bout my school life...boy,u make it so hard for me to forget u...ur just soo iresistable....everytime i try not to think bout u but....it seems that i cant move on...ur just making it harder...everytime i try not to look at u..coz when i look at u,i'll get caught up..i dont know how to get u out of my head...bout the other guy that like,im over him..k lah..gtg..buh-bye!

2009-08-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

whudup?i have many things to say today...ytd,went to watched NDP 09 preview..cuzzie called me last minute coz they have extra ticket..so i thought,why not ryte..its gonna be fun..we took 188 as my uncle wanna take 188..theres many people in the bus..i mean everyone occupied the whole bus..can u imagine?!when the bus driver told us to move inside,theres an aunty who is standing behind me,overtake me..and i shouted in malay:alamak!main selit je sak..."i was soooo furious..i was like wanna punch her face...fortunately,many of them get off at IMM..before the show start,we have to sing birthday song and many lah..while watching half-way,my uncle wanna go home..me and abg mimi was like WHAT?!abg mimi said:belom abis abey nk balik.."i just nod.i was too shock to say something..he wanna go home?!it havent finish yet and u wanna go home?!*sigh*when we reached at the bus-stop to rest for a while,we lost my uncle..i mean he walked first..and we lost him..we need to go home alone..i was like WTH!!im nt gonna write jemi story..k buh-bye!gtg..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

FIRST,I WANNA SHOW YOU GUYS THIS...

i dont know if this is tru but if its true,im happy to de core!!yay!at last..they broke up...all jonas fans doesnt like joe and camilla together....ok..thats all i wanna say as i have nothing to say..buh-bye!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

whudup?i deleted saturday's post..blogger acting like a bitch..will not go to school for tomorrow and today as im sick..2 days mc..lappy's acting like a bitch too...damn!ytd,watched Singapore vs Liverpool..Singapore did really a good job..honestly,i HATE Liverpool...some of them like Liverpool coz theres Fernando Torres..like wth!haha..not gonna write jemi story today..and btw,im not gonna blog till prelim ends k..just read farzieyan's blog..farzieyan if ur reading this,if anything happens or what,i'll be there for u..i dont know if im ur closest friend or what but ur still my friend..my sister gave me her mp3!!can u belive it?!watching fantastic four 2..my sis's is cooler than mine..her's is iPod...i wanna change my blogskin but too lazy...nothing new..my oral's next week...and im not even ready..just updated my twitter....its been a long time...boy im sleepy...the weather is so good..its so relaxing...haha..ugggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!i still wanna go to AI summer tour!!and i wanna sleep now..k lah bye!i wanna sleep..my eyes is like "athirah....close ur eyes...go to sleep..."hahahahahaha!k lah bye!!!buh-bye!!!!b-bye!!!bye-bye-bye-bye-bye-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

whudup?sorry as ytd i didnt post anything..sleepy lah katekan...prelim and PSLE is coming..prelim is next month and PSLE on october..theres one subject im worried about..its math..im very totally effin weak in math..everytime i revise and the result is still the same.i dont know what the hell is wrong with me..gaaaaaah!!i wanna go to american idol 09 summer tour!!!!!!wanna watch adam perform..guess what...im addicted to ALL songs in demi's new album,here we go again..damn!all her songs are so good.even her voice..i love her..gosh..i cant get over her songs..now CiCi is sleeping..she's been sleeping since morning.what a sleepyhead!hahahaha...dangdangdang!!!!i freakinfreakin wanna go to american idol 09 summer tour!!!!!when i watched at youtube,im like mak!!!!nak gi AI summer tour sey!!tapi school days...damn it!i dont know whether im over him or still in love with him..school crush is such a pain in the ass..i mean everybody have a crush ryte?sha wanna make me like him back..i dont know why...no sha..im not gonna like him back..hes not worth it..he make me cry every single day...hes totally not worth it...heck care ah!boy,why do u have to be so iresistable?!damndamndamn!!!!!ytd was totally hilarious...everytime when mdm hamidah's lessons we laugh...my friends are such jokers..they totally make my day..btw,if u guys wanna listen to some of demi's songs,u can listen to my blog songs..its next-able...u guys will love it..especially solo..just now aliff came..as usual..play lappy..i swear!his ex'es are such a dumbasses!usually,guys break up with girls ryte?this time is the other way..its like what a waste..i have to admit that aliff is cute and handsome and all..u girls r blind..gosh!HES NOT A TIMER FYI!what a stuck-up...why am i talking bout aliff at here??ok lets move on..i have alot to tell u guys..'ShaDyRah' are back!but those two bitches needa back off..they're such a pain in the eyes..i mean our eyes..u two ******* flirt alot huh?one,u have a guy and still want another..what the hell.thats what i call two-timing!eh,ur going to take PSLE this year..can u please put aside bout this relationship thingy first?!its sooo annoying!u keep talking bout ur guy and its sooo irritatingly annoying..oh yeah..lets not forget..tomorrow is my elder b'dae..i cant wait tca 09!JoBros are the host..its gonna be fun..twilight is everywhere!!!!yeepee!!!CiCi is still a kitten..u r soo selfish!u dont like it when people lock u inside a room for no reason ryte?!shes juz a kitten fyi!of course she will be as playful a kid..ugggghhh!!!i started to have this negative thoughts..wanna know what issit?what will happen wen CiCi is gone?i dont wanna lose another cat..its a misery..i start to think bout nonet..hes like a family to us..when he died,i cried..i cried while holding him..uggghhh!!!im starting to like this one person...dont wanna say his name..im still not sure whether i like him or not..i'll tell u why i think i like him..ytd,when hes talking to me,i felt butterflies in my stomach...i dont know why..and i started to sing a lil bit..and he teased me me.the conversation still stuck into my head..

this is where the conversation starts:
him:nape tknk join singapore idol?
me:hello!under age..
him:tkpe lah..ckp je kau dh 16 or 17 tapi pendek..
me:(giggle)klau dorng tanye mane ic?
him:ckp je ic hilang..
me:klau dorang tanye mane e-zlink?(laugh a lil bit)
him:ckp kau terbawak abg kaunye e-zlink ah..
me:(laugh)mrepek ah kau...
him-(laugh a lil bit)
me:kau penat?
him:penat ah abey...(make a face)
me:(smile)same ah..tapi aku bleh agak eh lepas mrs kumarnye lesson aku terus tombang kt atas katil ah..
him:asl kau ckp psl katil plak?(cheeky smile)
me:(make a face)aku ckp tombang ats katil bukan benda tu..koto sak kau..(laugh)
and this is where the conversation stops..he's such a joker..he totally made my day ytd..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

sup?im really really sleepy right now...juust now went for tuition..after tuition,mother told me to meet her at jurong east..after meeting her at jurong east,go to west mall as we wanna eat bandito...meet abg isham at kfc..before going to kfc,we bought for CiCi a pink colour collar and a toy...btw, i continued this post..coz ytd, while writing this halfway, i fell asleep..haha!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

hey ho buddyo!im ecstatic and sleepy...yeah..get it?ecstatic but sleepy..wanna know why??i just wrote a song!!!!AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!damn damn damn damn!!!i dont know if its gooood or baaaaaaaaaad....zanessa has admit that they're going out...i was like AT LAST!watched hannah montana the movie....again.cant wait for camp rock 2,wizards of waverly place the movie,wizards on deck with hannah montana and hannah montana s3 ep 19...but i cant wait the most is...CAMP ROCK 2!and demi lovato new album, here we go again...btw, mitchel musso's new look is sooo cute!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-05T04:28:00.002-07:00

whudup?i really hope the fourth one will stay longer than the other three...gosh!!!!!!!i really wanna watch transformers 2!!!please lemme go!!!dang!btw, sorry for not blogging ytd...im kinda busy and bored..and ytd, i went to wcp...so yeah....ytd at wcp is kinda boring and fun..the boring part is that we played but not much..the fun part is that we have free radio..theres one man played guitar beside us..its kinda nice...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-07-03T00:11:00.000-07:00

whudup?im sad,heartbroken,fell very left out and so on....wanna know why?our friendship is on the rock...and that makes me soo damn fucking worried..u know FUCKING worried!i think they dont know how to treasure a friend..this friendship means alot to me..i want our friendship to last very long..even though we fought, but u guys r still the first..still the first...with u guys ignoring me...i dont have anyone at school...apart from u guys..(sad face and look down)ok..enough of this..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-28T04:14:00.000-07:00

whudup?now..i cant wait for new moon to come out!!!i think it will show in theatre on december..its very long!!!its twilight saga..i heard new moon is very heartbreaking..im sure some will cry..i watched the trailer..its kinda sad..edward will leave bella and jacob will take care of bella...u know wat jacob is ryte...i think...i wanna watch transformers revenge of the fallen too!!!theres shia labeouf!!!ooOOoo!and in transformers 2, hes hot!hot i tell u!tomorrow im gonna watch it..cant wait!!!btw, i juz got a new cat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!chikey torres..cute huh?im like happy to death..its a girl...and cute!shes so playfull!and im happy to the maximo!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

whudup???now...im at my mum's workplace..yeah..with cha and nana..later,my older sis will come to do something call 'i dont know' and 'i dont care'...hahah!i like that word..i create it..wanna know sumting??juz now i came my mum's workplace..ALONE..get it??ALONE...actually, im kinda scared....im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gahhhhhhhh!!help me!!im dying!but..theres no buts....k lah gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

woooooooooooooooooooooo!!!i havent post in a while huh?miss my blog..damn much...btw,maybe today i will not write jemi story...i wanna say this soo bad...so damn bad..this is the only way...adam lambert may be a gay but thats on the outside..on the inside, hes a guy..juz like other guys out there...i cant accept the fact that people said that hes whatsoever..i know he admitted that hes one but please stop!omg!im like whatever talking crap over here...help me..but its true..PLEASE!!i beg u.....stop saying that hes a gay..i know hes one but stop!!one last thing..i know many peepz said that he has a crush on kris allen..its a brotherly love k....just fcuk off!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

whudup???maybe tomorrow will go picnic...maybe..i hope we will...im bored man!!!!!!like the song on my blog??nick and miley duet...wanna know sumting?ytd, i watched jonas brothers live chat..BORED katekan!then fans were asking whats thier favourite personal song..nick said he like before the storm..and joe was like what was that..i didnt know lah...btw,miley and justin had broke up....many peepz said miley wanna get back with nick..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

this year june holiday is sappy....for me..my hw is not done..im always stuck with lappy..its my bf..nobody can steal it...cant wait for friday or saturday or monday..maybe will be going swimming..cant wait!juz now went to my sis's friend blog..we're member...haha...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

juz now viewed min ho pics...cute!!i'll put his pic after this post...UUUGHHHHHH!!!so damn freaking mad at my lil sis..becoz of her i get scolded by my father...wth sey...alamak!its like UUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHH!!!!!!!!!i felt llike wanna punch her face u know..DAMN!idk why but all i know is that all of a sudden im addicted to korean songs..like the latest one...now im bored...this blog picture loading is killing me!....UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!i imagined if i design my own clothes and sell it..woah!still long way to go athirah..

as i promise u...cute huh?this is my favourite pic..k lah gtg...buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIEBX

2009-06-03T22:12:00.000-07:00

lets go straight to the point k?i hate people who dont have their own identity!POSERS!watever i like, u wanna like too huh?!puhlease lah!u r soooooo thick-skinned...stuck-up!ok2...lets forget about that...im watching new annah montana episode..theres jake ryan!hes cute!GAAAAAAAHHH!im bored and my stomach is a nuisance!SHIT!btw,im watching boys over flowers for idk how many days and its nt boring...some fo the scenes is kinda funny..ok lah..i wanna go...tc hor...buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-06-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

like the song on my blog???well, that song is from boys over flowers....i totally addicted to boys over flowers...i like the four of them..especially,lee min ho..but in boys over flowers i like yi jung..hes cute...btw, im trying to foget him here...but how??hes just like a tattoo..i ask for my friend help..she will help me..i've deleted his friendster from my account...wat to do??i've been watching bof for idk how many times..k lah gtg...buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

ALOHA!!!!!!i miss my bloggies!!!!i miss writing at here....WHOAH!i just checked and i havent blogged since 21 may.....today is 30 may...9 days...can u imagine that?!i havent touch this laptop for 9 days..im busy...homeworks and stuffs...and i havent wrote jemi story...btw, i want u guys to watch jonas brothers new music video...paranoid...the video is quite cool...i like the last part...im watching the prince and the pauper..sprouse twin in that movie...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

happy!!!happy to de core!!!did u guys watched american idol result show ytd???if u watch then, did u saw how CLOSE adam and allison were??i was like wanna do my happy dance...they were like cannot take their hands off each other...what does that means??i think they are dating...i think lah....they make a cute couple...u know ytd, when kris was singing, they were like hugging (so close)and locking their hands....i hope they are couple...im listening to no boundaries-adam lambert...i like this version...his voice is like a man...hahah...hes a man after all..im starting to like kris..a lil bit only...juz a lil bit...MAN!i really want adam allison to be a couple...if they are a couple, then it shows that adam is not a gay...ryte?im still happy that adam is runner up....he still te best..u see, even if adam is 2nd he will be popular than kris...i know things..cey..no lah..man!!im obssesed with adison..thats allison and adam...really!!im easily obssesed....dont get influence by me....tomorrow and sunday i totally WILL watch american idol again...i wanna watch him perform no boundaries....i've been listening to this song non-stop....his voice a lil bit like david cook...i love his rockstar voice..he can take any high notes...like very very high...i love him....k lah gtg...love ya'all....buh-bye!!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-20T00:03:00.000-07:00

ytd get MATHS paper back..i took it really hard...cried only sha saw it...shes kinda have a worried look on her face...think so lah...starting of the lesson till the end, i ignored them...they was like, angry...i told them why, then everything's solved...my marks is like......MAN!im not gonna make it to secondary school....with my maths laike that....DHOOM!the only subjct that i depend on is MT..thats all.if i get A* then...but still if my other three subject i fail then im gonna retain...OMG!!today theres american idol!!!!!ADAM LAMBERT...sad to say that hes a gay....i need to make the word gay tiny winy....its like such a waste, such a hot guy and a gay..wth sey.....i can imagine if hes not a gay....

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-16T06:30:00.001-07:00

hey guys...first thing, log on to this wensite and vote for adam lambert...PLEASE!!!!

http://americanidolyear8.blogspot.com

do vote him k....i want him to win this AI soo bad..if kris win kan.....i think the voters are blind and deaf...k lah i needa go..buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

WHUT WHUT DE HELL HAS HAPPEN?!juz now i went to american idol website and found out that many people voted KRISALLENSINGSLIKEAFROG to be the next american idol..OHMIGOSH!!!!doesn't they know that, that FROG sings totally like a frog?!MAN!i wish i have soooo many hp so that i can vote for cuite ADAM LAMBERT!!!but let's see when final comes...who will win..now im worried...man!!i want ADAM LAMBERT to DAMN win SHITTY-SHIT!!!!ugggggghhhhh!!!u know why i LOVE ADAM LAMBERT???coz of his voice, cuteness and more babay....btw, pity DANNY GOKEY huh??actually kris need to be eliminated and danny need to go to his place....those voters are blind.....btw, go to this website

http://americanidolyear8.blogspot.com

go to this website yeah!!!if some of u guys are Adam lambert freaks...Same here..u can criticise that FROG as much as u want..k lah thats all i wanna say...anything juz type in the tagboard k..buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-14T02:36:00.000-07:00

WHUTS WRONG?!i stay up till 10pm nothing?!i stay up till 10pm to watch american idol ytd...and yet i didn't watch..wanna know why?!UGGHH!didn't wanna talk about that lah!im on the verge of sleeping, but i kept my eyes open JUZ FOR AMERICAN IDOL!stupid hottie adam lambert make me adore him..heehs:)so on wednesday, i stayed up late for nothing lah eh??im not happy of course..i cried..lemme tell u something..2009 is the year that im wasting my tears over some stupid issues..but the 'stupid issues' was very heartbreaking..i tell u, im the kinda person who likes to chill, stting in one corner, dont like to fight and mind my own freaking bussiness..i watch american idol cause have allison and adam..they kinda make a cute couple though..want jemi story???here it goes...oh and btw, maths paper is DAMN!i guess u know..its damn difficult...\

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

u wanna know what im doing now???im blogging and lay on the bed like garfield...its damn comfortable babe!u should try it..who am i?!btw, today im nt gonna write jemi story as im lazy, sleepy and waiting for american idol..wanna watch Adam Lambert..i still cant accept the fact that allison was eliminated..its like wat the fuck sey..kris should be the one who need to be eliminated..allison should stay...k lah gtg..buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-05-08T12:04:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert!
Cute ryte???many people said that he's a gay....but he's still a cutie..haha..btw,ytd watched american idol...pity allison..i love her...k lah gtg...buh-bye!!!

PEACE.LOVE.RAG-DOLL

2009-05-05T23:25:00.000-07:00

i dont give a damnfuckingshitmotherfuckerhaveadickhead!!!!!!u know what?!im done with ur attitude like hell!!dont u guys care how i feel?!i guess this is the way...this is the way we need to go..im fine adyrah..im fine with khairnan decision...u have to keep urself away from me k...just avoid getting eye-contact from me..i hate it wen people tell me wat to do..FYFI, i can make my own decision..so wat if i talk to her and u'll break-up with her?!i dont give a damn, shitty-shit!!u havent even own her.i know her first beauty scumbag!!!!UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!im nt happy!!!watever lah eh boy..im done with this game..

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-27T01:42:00.000-07:00

*sigh*apek apek.if u wanna scold, then scold...but theres no need for u to call dazhong names.....we juz play at the playground wat..its nt we're vandalising or destroying "ur" playground.its public so its not ours and its nt urs too.but its open to all people.pleae ah eh jangan nk jadi big fuck kt sini ah.i dont know if u love playground soo much why dont u buy it???i'll be more than "happy".....

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

oh boy.....i bet hes never gonna remember me forever huh?hes my very first crush.i remembered when im in pri4 i liked this one boy named fadhil.i liked for the whole year but end up my heart was broekn.its because of that stupid two faces bitch.u have ruin my life enough.stop being sooo damn freaking hypocrite.i remembered too when he started to hate me i felt hot tears coming out from my eyes.i tried to hold them but it doesn't work.i guess tears of brokenheart huh?why r guys a jerk?!they juz want power.they want people to see respect them.i noe im a naive bitch huh?!i am....im easily get jealous.for the present time i think i need to forget.i juz cant wait for him forever.i need to move on.imagine, if a guy ask me out and i reject him.i noe how he feel.i tried giving him a letter but im scared he'll reject it.OMG!i need to get him away from my head.i want him to fade away so that i can concentrate with my studies.with him inside my head, i cant concentrate.hes a distraction.everytime when i think about him, i'll cry.hey monday songs makes me calm.really didn't lie.u go to youtube and search for hey monday.how i wish he is my bf.we'll happy....yeah dream on athirah.he'll never gonna be ur bf.ur nt his type.yes.im nt his type.i've always been a selfish brat.i dont wanna share my crush.even with my bestfriend for life.i have my rights and reasons.so rudy, i wish u'll be happy with ur soon to be gf.im gonna miss u buddy....i hope u will never forget me.if i have a chance on the graduation day, i'll look into his eyes and say bye..while crying.coz im gonna miss dazhong especially him.hes like my sweetest addiction.from the first time i saw him, i felt in love with him.i tried to catch his eyes but he look away.hes like a tattoo that i cant remove.his name stung in my heart.his presence makes me melts..he's the fire and im the ice...words can describe how i love him with all my heart.right now i can feel hot tears coming out from my eyes.if i didn't see him for juz a day i feel like im nt me.i'll ignore them.i juz wanna be alone.his absence makes me wanna die.even if he did something wrong, he ask for my forgiveness i'll forgive him.but wat about me???i said sorry so damn many freaking times he still didn't forgive me............then wat do u want me to do???kneel infront of u and beg for ur forgiveness???i have heart too rudy..im nt heartless...i remembered when that day i asked for ue forgiveness...u ignored it..i cried for the whole day at school.i guess i totally need to forget about u huh???when ur in my head for the whole day, i feel the world is spinning....*sigh*i totally need to forget u boy.bye bye forever rudy...i love u with all my heart....

2009-04-25T02:03:00.000-07:00

i noe i posted one juz no..but i wanna post again...its a real life one.i juz wanna get away from dem.they r juz soo damn confusing...please tell me wat u guys actually want.i gave u wat u want..now its my turn.issit soo damn fucking difficult?!*sigh*its nt a crime ryte to talk with harfi.juz friends.issit a crime?is khairnan ur god?no ryte...then why u dont wanna friend us?so damn freaking unreasonable...i hate u guys to the core....this is nt wat i wanted.i thought its our last year at dazhong we're gonna make it sweet but....ohh just forget it.i have my own reasons for nt talking to anyone.i have my own moods..i noe ytd i didnt talk much but u need to understand..why i can understand ur siuation and u cant understand mine????what a jerk guys...k lah gtg...

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-24T02:08:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!please stop telling me wat to do oryte!!!u nt my mother or wat....UGGGGHHH!!!i wanna stop this friendship badly.........its making me go damn freaking fcuking crazy bitch!*sigh*

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

its funny ryte?me and them broke up and make up....*sigh*im surprised when nurul said that shahira still friend me....to the max nye surprised...ugggghhhh DAMN!i wish he'd notice me.i want that like hell.farzieyan, pls stop calling urself stupid.actually ur nt.....im the one...im an ass....yeah totally.....im an ass.i dont deserve to live.of course...now boy, pls STOP with ur issy attitude.I HATE THAT BITCH!u deserve to be called a bitch.coz u r...i didn't lie.kesian nurul.psl kau jantan nurulnye bag kene lempar.eh pls ah...BE A MAN!ur a man.so make urself a man.stop with the hannah montana thingy.im fed-up with ur attitude ready.

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

hate me all u want.but dont come running to me and said u guys fought.its gonna happen one day.coz one of u guys have peace out.ragdoll is no longer at 'ShaDyRah'.im no longer one of them.i wanna concentrate on my studies.they can go to other secondary school if they want.i wanna go to hillgrove sec.coz i noe my way is from there.btw,i noe god gave me body so im nt invisible.but my invisible means different.nemmind.

k lah gtg!buh-bye!!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX

2009-04-18T08:24:00.001-07:00

WHY AM I SUCH AN ASS?!i screw up!yes i totally screw up!!!i hate my fucking friendship life.its so..soo.. idk...they probabaly hates me now.yts,i sent them a letter that says i dont wanna friend with them anymore.i dont wanna tell why.its just so complicated.im an ass and more....i wanna call myself names as many as i can..my friendship life totally sucks!!!!!UGH!!!!!!!!!i wanna get rid of them as far as i can.saw them, juz smile.but inside my heart says different.i guess it has to end here huh??k lah gtg!buh-bye!

PEACE.LOVE.THIBEX