*sigh*apek apek.if u wanna scold, then scold...but theres no need for u to call dazhong names.....we juz play at the playground wat..its nt we're vandalising or destroying "ur" playground.its public so its not ours and its nt urs too.but its open to all people.pleae ah eh jangan nk jadi big fuck kt sini ah.i dont know if u love playground soo much why dont u buy it???i'll be more than "happy".....




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oh boy.....i bet hes never gonna remember me forever huh?hes my very first crush.i remembered when im in pri4 i liked this one boy named fadhil.i liked for the whole year but end up my heart was broekn.its because of that stupid two faces bitch.u have ruin my life enough.stop being sooo damn freaking hypocrite.i remembered too when he started to hate me i felt hot tears coming out from my eyes.i tried to hold them but it doesn't work.i guess tears of brokenheart huh?why r guys a jerk?!they juz want power.they want people to see respect them.i noe im a naive bitch huh?!i am....im easily get jealous.for the present time i think i need to forget.i juz cant wait for him forever.i need to move on.imagine, if a guy ask me out and i reject him.i noe how he feel.i tried giving him a letter but im scared he'll reject it.OMG!i need to get him away from my head.i want him to fade away so that i can concentrate with my studies.with him inside my head, i cant concentrate.hes a distraction.everytime when i think about him, i'll cry.hey monday songs makes me calm.really didn't lie.u go to youtube and search for hey monday.how i wish he is my bf.we'll happy....yeah dream on athirah.he'll never gonna be ur bf.ur nt his type.yes.im nt his type.i've always been a selfish brat.i dont wanna share my crush.even with my bestfriend for life.i have my rights and reasons.so rudy, i wish u'll be happy with ur soon to be gf.im gonna miss u buddy....i hope u will never forget me.if i have a chance on the graduation day, i'll look into his eyes and say bye..while crying.coz im gonna miss dazhong especially him.hes like my sweetest addiction.from the first time i saw him, i felt in love with him.i tried to catch his eyes but he look away.hes like a tattoo that i cant remove.his name stung in my heart.his presence makes me melts..he's the fire and im the ice...words can describe how i love him with all my heart.right now i can feel hot tears coming out from my eyes.if i didn't see him for juz a day i feel like im nt me.i'll ignore them.i juz wanna be alone.his absence makes me wanna die.even if he did something wrong, he ask for my forgiveness i'll forgive him.but wat about me???i said sorry so damn many freaking times he still didn't forgive me............then wat do u want me to do???kneel infront of u and beg for ur forgiveness???i have heart too rudy..im nt heartless...i remembered when that day i asked for ue forgiveness...u ignored it..i cried for the whole day at school.i guess i totally need to forget about u huh???when ur in my head for the whole day, i feel the world is spinning....*sigh*i totally need to forget u boy.bye bye forever rudy...i love u with all my heart....

i noe i posted one juz no..but i wanna post again...its a real life one.i juz wanna get away from dem.they r juz soo damn confusing...please tell me wat u guys actually want.i gave u wat u want..now its my turn.issit soo damn fucking difficult?!*sigh*its nt a crime ryte to talk with harfi.juz friends.issit a crime?is khairnan ur god?no ryte...then why u dont wanna friend us?so damn freaking unreasonable...i hate u guys to the core....this is nt wat i wanted.i thought its our last year at dazhong we're gonna make it sweet but....ohh just forget it.i have my own reasons for nt talking to anyone.i have my own moods..i noe ytd i didnt talk much but u need to understand..why i can understand ur siuation and u cant understand mine????what a jerk guys...k lah gtg...



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WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!please stop telling me wat to do oryte!!!u nt my mother or wat....UGGGGHHH!!!i wanna stop this friendship badly.........its making me go damn freaking fcuking crazy bitch!*sigh*


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its funny ryte?me and them broke up and make up....*sigh*im surprised when nurul said that shahira still friend me....to the max nye surprised...ugggghhhh DAMN!i wish he'd notice me.i want that like hell.farzieyan, pls stop calling urself stupid.actually ur nt.....im the one...im an ass....yeah totally.....im an ass.i dont deserve to live.of course...now boy, pls STOP with ur issy attitude.I HATE THAT BITCH!u deserve to be called a bitch.coz u r...i didn't lie.kesian nurul.psl kau jantan nurulnye bag kene lempar.eh pls ah...BE A MAN!ur a man.so make urself a man.stop with the hannah montana thingy.im fed-up with ur attitude ready.



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hate me all u want.but dont come running to me and said u guys fought.its gonna happen one day.coz one of u guys have peace out.ragdoll is no longer at 'ShaDyRah'.im no longer one of them.i wanna concentrate on my studies.they can go to other secondary school if they want.i wanna go to hillgrove sec.coz i noe my way is from there.btw,i noe god gave me body so im nt invisible.but my invisible means different.nemmind.

k lah gtg!buh-bye!!



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WHY AM I SUCH AN ASS?!i screw up!yes i totally screw up!!!i hate my fucking friendship life.its so..soo.. idk...they probabaly hates me now.yts,i sent them a letter that says i dont wanna friend with them anymore.i dont wanna tell why.its just so complicated.im an ass and more....i wanna call myself names as many as i can..my friendship life totally sucks!!!!!UGH!!!!!!!!!i wanna get rid of them as far as i can.saw them, juz smile.but inside my heart says different.i guess it has to end here huh??k lah gtg!buh-bye!




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went to school for half-day only.only me coz im nt feeling well......so yeah....mak fetch me from school and go straight to work.went HOME ALONE.........the HOME ALONE means something.have u guys watch home alone???haha.im nerd i noe ryte???tell me something i dont know...gosh i gotta stop ryte now..its annoying.btw, those BANGLAS are painting the coridor of my house.cey..corridor of my house eh???ingat nie corridor bapak aku pe??........NOT!well, juz now went to pasar siang.me....nerd.......again...hahahahaha!!!wanna buy burgers...then suddenly saw.......gosh i dont wanna talk about it.......RUDY!!!he notice me........at last.well, somebody being a bitch ryte now.i dont wanna say who but yes shes being a bitch...

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lappy's acting like a BITCH!DAMN!i hate wen it coms to this....damn damn LAPPY!!!!why do u need to be soooo freaking irritating?!i feel like wana bash, throw and step this laptop.UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!



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today, didn't go to school as my throat is soo DAMN pain....ryte...watever...EAGLE WON YTS PUNYE SPORTS DAY!!!yeepieee!!!im one of the EAGLES!!GO EAGLE!!!hope u guys win next year k.DAMN!i shout really long and loud ytd.from the starting of the competition till the end.GAWD!can u imagine dat???ytd, me and adyrah were the one who shouted like crazy..cheerleader mah...i swing the EAGLE FLAG........like whut!!!!



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AWWWWWW!!!i felt soooo much better after i gave shahira her so called present.adyrah, i cant believe im actually saying this bt ur acting like a BITCH!ur soo full of urself!wats wrong?!babe, i know now ur with khairnan bt pls control ur lovey-dovey stories.i dont wanna hear it.of course girls, they wanna know details..*winks*WHOA!im angry but still can wink....wats wrong with me too?!babe, its ur bussiness whther khairnan wanna hug u or nt.I DONT CARE ORYTE!this is soo nt my type...my type is like chilling, relax in one corner and KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT!lemme tell u one more time, UR SOOO FULL OF URSELF ADYRAH!*crying*wanna know why i cry???coz i cant believe wat i said....DAMN!shes soo like Nurul and Nadia.YIKES!i hate that kind of person.shahira, i soooo love u!!!!!*sisterly love*its juz example im saying this,adyrah, how would you feel wen i lie to u and i said that ooh today, rudy smile at me.and watsoever.EW EW EW EW!!!THATS SOOO NT ME!!!i totally hate the now u.well,gtg...buh-bye!i have no mood as today at science lab.....................



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HELLO!!!!this is my new blog.de old blog i delete ready.but the url is still the same.i have to say that weekend is so damn boring.k kah gtg.buh-bye!


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